I HAVE MADE A TERRIBLE MISTAKE...or judgement call or lack of brains.. pretaining to certain ppl in my life.
.i want to undo what i have done although it is sooo too late!!!..but i cant..well i can but cant seem to *bring*myself to say it although i have said it 100000000 times ,repeating it day after day...
i *want*to say i was wrong,i was the bad one,iam the one who should take the blame,even..please forgive me...but to no avail..the words just cant seem to trickle out of my mouth,yet my mouth is open...
i think at this point in my life i have fucked up soo much that i just dont want to admit defeat anymore..to anybody...perhaps iam just affraid of the re-course of my totally non-rational way of thinking...feeling..being...
so i will leave it in words typed in this blank page of cyber whatever...
iam sorry..i was wrong..i got fustrated and i wasnt thinking...
Unknown "♥ NENA ♥ " Sad
- 16 years, 8 months, 27 days ago