here i am playing one of my OWN songs from my solo album "Homo Destructus" at a local bar.

i had to previously record the other tracks, since i'm SOLO, but i left out the guitar and the vocals... so enjoy.

HANDFUL OF HATE


Unknown Inspired - 16 years, 4 months ago

here's me singing a-ha's "take on me"

damn you Morten Harket for having such an amazing range!!!

*shakes fist*


Unknown Inspired - 16 years, 5 months, 26 days ago

"tiny angel"
by joe gonzales (me)

i fell asleep all alone one night
praying to God for the answers...
i asked Him for guidance, i asked Him for strength,
i asked Him to help with the sadness...

i never thought i'd be happy again
i never thought that i could see
i always assumed i'd be lonely in life
until a tiny angel found me...

days only get longer, and the sky more grey
it hurts me every morning
i turn to my friends for solace and love
but it never quite fills up the spaces

i never thought i'd be happy again
i never thought that i could see
i always assumed i'd be lonely in life
until a tiny angel found me...

the night falls faster with each passing day
and i feel my life growing shorter
i never thought i'd feel balanced again
i needed someone much stronger

i never thought i'd be happy again
i never thought that i could see
i always assumed i'd be lonely in life
until a tiny angel found me...
Unknown Inspired - 16 years, 6 months, 8 days ago

"nothing is real"
by joe gonzales (me)


i lie alone
alone at night
cold and quiet
the blades above me quietly squeak.

i hear the insects outside the window
they chirp a lenghty symphony lulling me to sleep.

but i cannot.

i roll over and face the cushioned wall
i lose space while i waste time
fighting a losing battle
a battle in my mind
a battle in my heart.

as the darkness creeps around me
my breathing slows
slows.
slows.
slows.

i begin to hallucinate about the objects around me
imagining things that aren't there
imagining places i should be
imagining people i should be with.

yet nothing is real.

none of this exists.

except the loneliness. the emptiness.

the lack of feeling. the lack of love.

and yet somewhere
and yet sometime
may it be miles away or next door
someone cares
but who?
Unknown Inspired - 16 years, 6 months, 10 days ago

here's me singing Peter Gabriel's fantastic masterpiece "sledgehammer"


Unknown Inspired - 16 years, 6 months, 12 days ago