Wonder whats going on in this outside world lately.. kinda feel so lost.. like i no longer have a life to live out..for those who have been through army i am sure they know this feeling only too well.

Cheers to those who know what i speak of. And to those who don't understand let me see if i can put it down in words..

From the moment you enter army..your life is kinda turned upside down inside out.. your normal mondays to fridays have basically become training and excerises.. you lose your normal sense of life which mostly to me consists of going out with friends or going to school.. staying home to chat up with friends..or even going to church which normally takes like 2-3 days in a week for me that is.. now its more of hey isn't this how u strip this gun? or hey can i get a claim from this? You no longer know whats the newest phone or the lastest gadget or the lastest music or whats the new in thing..u somewhat become a caveman again..

ya so thats somewhat its about. But than again its also the times when u are lying on the forest floor unable to sleep and talking about the funniests things to guys you are working with.. like what kinda girl did you date.. or how many girlfriends you've had..it turns to a heart to heart talk where you can almost say hey i am with my close friends talking till morning..maybe we have more in common than you know.. ^_^
Unknown Wild - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

Home..i guess you only start to think of home when you've been away from home for sooo long...haven been able to go home this week...its been a long week...the time you sit in you're bunk wondering hey..is what i am doing now really worth it? somehow i feel its just pulling me down and isolating me from the world even more than i should be...

Staying late into the night doing work that is not your own. Work that does no help or change to your future. The ups and downs of being in army.... what a drag~!

can't wait till the time i can be back studying and pushing ahead with my dreams and goals..what will my future hold? love, life, joy and sorrows. Which will i find first?
Unknown Wild - 16 years, 2 months, 20 days ago

The day before the final exam in army...ATEC...feels kinda crappy that you have to go back to camp and not see the world for the week...knowing that you are put under stress to do things you wouldn't even do as a working human out of army.

To all those doing their army or going to do their army..don't lose hope yet..it feels like eternity in there but i am sure you have the support from your friends and family outside. Just be willing to be open and talk it out with them if there is a need...you meet many different people in army..some you wish and hope you will never become or go near to being that Jerk...but others you wish or want to and aspire to be like..seeing traits in them that you know hey..this person is going to be a great person to work under..

army will change you on the whole..but it will be you who decides if its going to make you stronger or weaker in the long run.
Unknown Wild - 16 years, 3 months, 6 days ago