So... I wrote another song.. I'd like to share it with you all... Tell me what you think...

Tears Behind My Smile
By Briana Randall

For every day that goes by
For every word ever said
For every time I ever tried
To banish thoughts from my head

Every time I say "I'm fine"
Can't you see I'm lying
Every day that you're not mine
Can't you see I'm dying

(Bridge)
So many days have passed
Since I looked into your eyes
Since I saw your beautiful smile
Since you walked out of my life

Chorus
Maybe someday you'll finally know
That you are always worth my while
But for now, I try not to show
The tears behind my smile

I see you once in a while
With your arm around her waist
You look at me and I just smile
And hold back tears just in case

I'm so good at hiding it
That you never seem to know
You never seem to understand
How my heart loses its glow

Chorus

You're so oblivious to the fact
That I love you beyond compare
So, to myself, I made a pact
To be someone for whom you'd care

The pact has long since been gone
You still don't have a single clue
Every day that lasts so long
With every breath, I'll still love you

Chorus x2
Monkeybunny "frosti's friend" Ecstatic - 16 years, 6 months, 25 days ago

I'm so bummed right now. I wanted to go to Connecticut so bad this weekend and I was let down a few days before. My dad isn't going down this weekend. I have a car, but I don't know my way there nor do I want to drive that far on my own. With my luck, I'd die. I wanted to see my aunt.. Uncle Ricky, Uncle Dan and his girls... more than anything though.. I wanted to see my new cousin Joshua Richard. :( Auntie Cathy and Uncle Ricky's baby. She just had him and I haven't had the chance to see him. This weekend was supposed to be it. :( *sighs* I guess I'll just have to wait.
Monkeybunny "frosti's friend" Ecstatic - 16 years, 8 months, 21 days ago

Oooh look! New pictures! Yay!
Monkeybunny "frosti's friend" Ecstatic - 16 years, 8 months, 29 days ago

Live Life
by Briana Randall

When I was young, it was so simple.
Everything happened on it's own.
I didn't need to worry about,
The little things gone wrong.
It was an easy life.

Now that I'm a little older,
Hopefully a little wiser too.
Everything has piled on.
Easy living is now past due.
It used to be an easy life.

The troubles I had then,
Seem so minuscule now.
School just flew on by.
I still haven't really found,
What life is all about.

Don't take it for granted.
Enjoy the days as they pass.
You'll blink and you'll miss,
Life's wonders gone too fast.
Life is much too short.

"DANCE as though no one is watching you,
LOVE as though you have never been hurt before,
SING as though no one can hear you,
LIVE as though heaven is on earth"

Such simple words to say
Such difficult things to do
So make the most of your life
To yourself, be true.
Then you will live life.

I just wanted to share this with people. I hope you all like it. :)
Monkeybunny "frosti's friend" Ecstatic - 16 years, 9 months, 20 days ago

It's snowing. Hard. Ewww.
Monkeybunny "frosti's friend" Ecstatic - 16 years, 10 months, 18 days ago