Pain, hatred, love and lust
Emotional whirlpools that i just cant trust
Not knowing what is real
Not Knowing what to feel

I had a mixed up mind
I felt i was one of a kind
I was labeled weird and crazy
My life in these months seemed always hazy

I had a voice that was not my own
In my head it had grown
I thought this was a spirit of the dead
but it was just some of the bullshit that i had been fed

This stage of my life is now gone
and i now feel reborn
With the help of my friends
My old voice each day mends
Unknown "Bunny" Gloomy - 16 years, 6 months, 12 days ago

Prayer for Inner Strength

Tezrian, grant me the wisdom to find my strength. I am
transformed in your light. You stand alongside me to face
those who oppose me. With you as my guide I will traverse
the obstacles that fall in my path. I invoke you as a part of
my own inner-strength. May I be blessed with your divine
strength.
Unknown "Bunny" Gloomy - 16 years, 7 months, 28 days ago

Mammon bring our silver,
Belphegore our gold:
Bring us all the treasure
We can have or hold.

Belial, give both real diamonds
And the morning dew;
Give us shining sapphires
And skies of healing blue.

We'll not just have emeralds–
But leaves so new and green;
Roses match the rubies
In which we are seen.

Belial, who gave treasures
To your children small,
Teach us how to love them
And grow like them all.

Make us bright as silver:
Highly-prized as gold
Ashtaroth, like roses
Let friendships unfold

Gay as leaves in springtime,
Or straight as a pine–
Verrine, who's magic's healing,
Keep our bodies fine.
Unknown "Bunny" Gloomy - 16 years, 8 months, 7 days ago