Look at that! Over a year since your last message. I know you won't read this, which is exactly why I'm writing it. I like to suspend disbelief for a while and imagine that I'm writing this message knowing that you'll write one back, just as it used to be between us. I love you so much Clair that it hurts to think of you but is far too agonising to try and forget you. You are the single most wonderful thing in the whole of creation. This planet alone offers so much beauty everywhere but none of it compares to you. To me you are physically perfect, you are emotionally rich and you are spiritually beautiful. And so I give a butterfly for you and the kisses more for my indulgance :) I love, I miss you, I need you. Love forever, Jamie XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX