Darling Im sorry but those
wonderful delusions trapped within
that pretty skull of yours just aren't cutting
it anymore and you've always been
blind to everybody else
It's been so god damn long since I've
made any shred of sense to myself, and
I know I'm crazy, going crazy, already
been and gone again, further from the truth.
Further from you.
i've caught myself from falling
So many times Im surprised my wrists
aren't broken from the falls and the
Spills that come with every ordinary
day, I swear it's mine to take not yours
to break
I need you in my life but for now
you're just a problem I can't conquer
How I wish that I could conquer you today
Or sometime soon, I wish I loved you still
I wish you loved me back
I know there's nothing left now but once long
ago there was something there, a spark or a
feeling that makes you weak inside and all
you know is you want it to last and never let go
Take me back somehow
I've caught myself from falling
So many times I'm surprised my wrists
aren't broken from the fall and the
Spills that come with every ordinary day,
I swear these windows once held you face
Not the pain
To hear your voice again would raise the very
sun from the horizon to make another day
And the pain would melt from my eyes with
Tears of love and hope that kept bottled inside
fade into darkness
Joy would fall from the skies like rain mixed
by the angel's tears And my heart, though
broken and torn, would bring together a new
song noone had ever heard If only you would
speak to me
I've caught myself from falling
So many times Im surprised my wrists
aren't broken from the falls and the
spills that come with every ordinary
day, I'd love to let it all wash away
and leave just the light
Unknown "Renee" Daring
- 16 years, 11 months, 1 day ago