I hate when you turn on the radio and a song comes on that brings up old memories or makes you think. I'm the kind of person that listens to the lyrics. It's something how a piece of music can remind you of something... if they keep playing it, I don't think I'll ever forget.
Unknown "Sweetheart" Adored - 16 years, 2 months, 18 days ago

It's hard to deal with when you have been played for a fool. I gave so much... cared so much and was told I wasn't enough and then too much. It hurt so much. I was barely able to hold my head up. But have the greatest friends in the world. She wasn't the one because the one wouldn't have treated me like that. I deserve better than what I was given. I deserve to be happy. She'll come along, I know it and when she does I'm going to giv emy 100% because I'm not going let the past with the wrong person ruin the future with the right one.
Unknown "Sweetheart" Adored - 16 years, 2 months, 20 days ago

I've gone through alot in the past 6 months. But I found someone whom I thought I could truly love. Although I was married for 9 years, she left and I was numb. Then I met this wonderful person. When we are together, the world stands still. I could love this woman forever. But she is confused and has an ex of her own. She's back and forth. Quick to leave at the slightest issue. I need stability. I need someone I can trust and rely on. I love her so much and yet I've let her go. She's woken up something inside of me that I never knew was there. She's hurt me countless times and I let her come back but I can no longer live that way. I'm better than that. There is someone out there who will love me like I deserve. Someone worthy of my love as well who can appreciate romance, who doesn't second guess... so where is she? When's gunna be my time?
Unknown "Sweetheart" Adored - 16 years, 4 months, 14 days ago

It's so hard when someone tells you they love you and they want to be with you but their responsibility is to someone else. It hurts when they rip your heart into pieces and each of those pieces still misses them.
Unknown "Sweetheart" Adored - 16 years, 8 months, 21 days ago

I've had a busy day off from work today. Lots of things to do. I had one of those moments where I feel like I'm doing everything I'm supposed to do but I just wasn't feelin' the love and it kinda brought me down. So I get the kids from the bus and I come up here to just chill while they are having a snack. I'm relaxing on my bed, surfin' the net and my daughter comes up here and lays on my back and falls asleep on me. Just amazing.
Unknown "Sweetheart" Adored - 16 years, 10 months, 6 days ago