I'm eating peanut butter out of a coffee mug. I must be depressed.
Unknown "stardust ♥" Ferocious - 16 years, 9 months, 19 days ago

I think more than anything at this moment I'm aching painfully for the words that I haven't heard for so long in a meaningful tone: "I love you. I wish you were here. I miss you (so much)." Then I think reflectively, and have come to the conclusion that this is just unrequited love, and you, you've only a crush.

I've been drinking from this well for so long
Yet the bucket hasn't quenched my thirst
And I realized that what I've been downing ladle after ladle
Has been naught but air and mirages of satisfaction

Putting on jacket after sweater and shirts and coats
I'm sweating blood and the cold that I must've always feared
The sting of salt wet my eyelashes, but contribute not to
The rivulets down my silent, still smiling cheeks

Sudden startlement! These hands of mind are unforgivably shaking
Fuck! You'v reduced me to simple jerks of the puppet master's whim
And he takes off the layers that I've hurriedly wrapped around myself
Until I stand unclothed before you once again, defiant in appearance

Curled in upon myself in my private reflection.


Unknown "stardust ♥" Ferocious - 16 years, 10 months, 7 days ago

I miss your voice at the back of my neck
Warm breaths promising on shooting stars
Escaping from the clutches of a chasing moon
To make our wishes fall to greener fields scattered
With teardrops from dying planets far away
Oh, you promised me so many yesterdays

I wait with the patience only a woman could bear
Watching my own death pass and the ghost remains
Haunting the masses of people unaware and ignorant
Of falling stars, secret kisses, hurried whispers, and
A runaway love -

All written in the diary of a hungry girl
Yearning for someone to hold her wrist
Stop her frantic scribbles and telltale signs of
Sleepless nights, unsmiling eyes,
The tears that never bothered to cry

Lips left with unforgotten memories bled but undry
Clothes clinging still to the scents of happiness
Long, long ago, but no more.

Oh, I've missed you so..
Unknown "stardust ♥" Ferocious - 16 years, 10 months, 10 days ago