no matter how i try
all i ever do is try not to cry
yes i worry
makes my vision blurry
darkness overwhelms me
my eyes perplexed as the sea
i love you with all my heart and soul
my heart only you can console

Unknown "nina" Lonely - 16 years, 8 months, 7 days ago

why is it that people think they can walk all over me. i try to be nice and i try to be the best friend i can be but instead they think oh she is carrying my child i can treat her any way i want to. fuck that i am so tired of feeling like shit and worthless all the time.
Unknown "nina" Lonely - 16 years, 8 months, 16 days ago

man i wish people would leave my family alone grrrrrrrr
Unknown "nina" Lonely - 16 years, 8 months, 16 days ago

Dawn take me away
My heart torn apart
My soul begging you to stay
Awaiting the pain to start
Your heart gone to stray

My love for you stays to taunt
Creep up inside me
Leading me to want
Needing me to see

Eating away inside
Away goes my fear
Upon my foolish pride
I do shed a tear

For you I do love
But now I love another
Which has flown to a beautiful dove
In which could not smother

You did not want me
That I see
I set you free
For you to be happy

Wish I could say till death do us part
But now I have made a brand new start

I gave my love to a man
In which loves me completely
A man in which who can
Really see me.

Unknown "nina" Lonely - 16 years, 8 months, 19 days ago

Tonight I lay me down to sleep
My eyes they close upon the dark
My dreams of you begin to creep
Upon my never ending sleep

The darkness overwhelms me
The pain you caused
Pain so plainly to see
My eyes they paused
As I watched you leave

Shadows of me
Come back in my dream
Creeping to haunt me
In my never ending dream.

Unknown "nina" Lonely - 16 years, 8 months, 19 days ago