my state of mind is slightly impaired at the moment, and im finding it difficult to type, yet this seems to be my minds obsession right now, and i tent to indulge in it until content. i am realizing tonight that i dont sleep as often as i should. im not an insomniac, or however u spell it, but i tend to participate in a multitude of illegal activities, and neglect sleep. tomorrow is new years, and i do believe that that will be a wonderous occasion. yet another sleep deprived night. do no fear, i will be safe. on these nights, after certian ..activities., i find myself lost in my own head. i tend to reflect on things done, things to do, and things.. or rather the lack there of, that i could be doing w/ my life right now, but insted i insist on becoming intoxicated in every sense of the word, and having my head in the clowds. but it is quite nice up here. ive grown rather fond of its tranquility, and on the other hand, its roflmao moments. yes, i just did that, that aim thing that back in high school, people who were always on aim would get in trouble for writing on written assignments. i never did that. i guess i just wasnt that cool. but we were a cool generation. i mean, we ahd shit like catdog, and hey arnold!, and doug, and that one with the chicken and the cow.. yeah, idk. hehe, i did it again. s oi am getting the feeling that i am going to read this tomorrow, and realize that i just babbled like a.. i dont even know. fuck my life.
Unknown "Sweet Mystery" Abused - 15 years, 10 months, 13 days ago

Florida here we come!!! Senior trip time from the 11th to the 18!!! WOHOO!
Unknown "Sweet Mystery" Abused - 16 years, 7 months, 3 days ago

i just had all 4 of my wisdom teeth removed, and i am in serious post surgery pain. =(

gotta love vicodin =D
Unknown "Sweet Mystery" Abused - 16 years, 7 months, 22 days ago

Ive been to HELL AND BACK so i might smell like smoke. i cant just flutter my eyes and GET THAT BOY. my life is messed up. ive been through MORE SHIT than you see on TV. NOBODYS PERFECT. ive been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart broken. IVE FUCKED UP, FUCKED PEOPLE UP, and BEEN FUCKED UP. but every hit was WORTH IT because i felt it. i KNEW IT WAS REAL. life is real, and im living it WRONG EVERY DAY. im FUCKING UP ROYALLY and doing everything OPPOSITE// but do i regret one thing??. NEVER. because at one point what i did was WHAT I WANTED and i got my fucking SATISFACTION <3. my life is MINE, and no STUPID BITCHES, or IMMATURE BOYS can fuck it up. im the REAL DEAL, and id love to see you TRY AND FUCKING BREAK ME.
Unknown "Sweet Mystery" Abused - 16 years, 9 months, 23 days ago

i just got ACCEPTED to Oneonta college! wohoo!! =D
Unknown "Sweet Mystery" Abused - 16 years, 10 months, 16 days ago