If you really can feel me...
Just tell me what to feel...
Started in a party, everyone invited to, seems so long ago, who was I before?
Now, stay, fighting to be only guest as the only invited means not the only presence...
Change, counterchange, act, react, trust, decoy, play, be serious, play the game with me. Go, always go, stay, never stay, say yes, say no, enter heaven now, exit from hell next, pray, stay... Breathe... Deep... as the clock... shows no hurry, in a monotonous movement that morphs element to frantic.
Despair, enjoy, laugh, cry, be my enemy, my lover, go, stay, come back, back, stay... and go...
And the time flies as if the watch vanished and all the systems are about to fail...
Burn, freeze, accept, reject, go, stay, back, go, stay... stay...
Fly, fall, smile, whine, ask for forgiveness, ask for mercy, turn into stone, melt next period, fight, never give up, show yourself powerful... So weak...
Hide, seek, search, find, soul, where? Just go, stay, back, go, anguish...stay...
Build, gain, crumble a second after, rebuild, retry, turn skin into blood, suffer, indulge, serve, be object of pleasure, refrain, not now, feel, don´t allow to... Stay...
Don´t feel, I don´t remember, I suppose it was like that, only invited for the party to be, never present, just... stay, go, back, good, bad, hell, paradise...
Lust...smile, laugh, disguise... the pain, forget yourself, misery, abondance, fat of the land... fat of the pain...
Never stay, never go, never indulge, never you to be...
Seduce the love, not the person, as easy say than do...Again, repeat, after fail...Try...
Alone, or with, never present, just dream...Be perfect, be a monster, be everything... Be my enemy...
Stepping stone, never ment to be, pay no heed, never should be...
Far, far away, tears, lose sanity as showing control...
Take no chances, coward me, coward who, do as I say, never believe at the whole...
Send away, take back, promise the love, through all this ages... but... Let me be, leave me, turn soul into a void, keep pride, go low, rise above...Stay... Breathe...
So...If you really can feel me...
Just tell me what to feel...
Artur Neves Lonely
- 16 years, 20 days ago