I'm talking, I'm talking
I believe in the power of love
I'm singing, I'm singing
I believe that you can rescue me

With you I'm not a little girl, with you I'm not a man
When all the hurt inside of me comes out, you understand
You see that I'm ferocious, you see that I am weak
You see that I am silly, and pretentious and a freak

But I don't feel too strange for you
Don't know exactly what you do
I think when love is pure you try
To understand the reasons why
And I prefer this mystery
It cancels out my misery
And gives me hope that there could be
A person that loves me
With you I'm not a fascist, can't play you like a toy
And when I need to dominate, you're not my little boy
You see that I am hungry for a life of understanding
And you forgive my angry little heart when she's demanding
You bring me to my knees while I'm scratching out the eyes
Of a world I want to conquer, and deliver, and despise
And right while I am kneeling there
I suddenly begin to care
And understand that there could be
A person that loves me
Love is understanding
It's hard to believe life can be so demanding
I'm sending out an S.O.S.
Stop me from drowning baby I'll do the rest
It's not my business to decide
How good you are for me
How valuable you are
And what the world can see
Only that you try to understand me
And have the courage to love me for me

Unknown "Kitten" Cheeky - 16 years, 13 days ago

No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
My head in the fire,
sooner or later I get what i'm asking for
No matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed.
The truth is a stranger
My soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free to,
Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind.

I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo,
Just like a tatto, I'll always have you.

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking ties.
When I look in the mirror,
Didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you.
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.

I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo.
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you.

Unknown "Kitten" Cheeky - 16 years, 16 days ago

If I wanted to be alone with you, would you make time for me?
If I moved closer, would you pull away?
If I reached for your hand, would you lace your fingers between mine?
If I bent my lips to your neck, Would you tilt your head to receive?
If I moved to meet your lips, would you kiss me?
If my hands moved over your body, would you tremble with desire?
If I paused to gaze into your eyes, would I be met with a look of love?
If I could only offer a few precious moments, would this be enough to sustain you?
If I could only offer you a part of me, would you treasure this?
If this small part of me, was mind, body and soul, would you give all of you to me?
Wanting selfishly that which was not my right, would you in understanding yield unto me?
If our times alone were but few, would doubt set in at times apart?
If my love appeared selfish at times, would you regret and withdraw?
In brutal realisation of the circumstances, would you rather we had never have met?
Or would you forever love me unconditionally,
As I am in love with you,
This minute, this day,
Now and forever.
Unknown "Kitten" Cheeky - 16 years, 3 months, 14 days ago

Damned Love Eternally...
Unknown "Kitten" Cheeky - 16 years, 3 months, 17 days ago

I was yours,
Mind, Body and Soul.
You cast me aside.
I love you for reasons I understand,
And reasons I don't.
You can never conceptualize,
All that I had surrended unto you.
Not loving you is a journey...
Of trial and error.
Success still elusive.
Failure is mystical...
A multitude of wounding moments,
Should have been justification.
Loving you is suicide of the heart.
Not loving you is a journey...
The aftermath of too many wounds,
Has allowed me to resuscitate...
Enabled me to level the playing field.
No longer will you captivate me,
No longer will you consume me.
You cast me aside,
And I remained.
Today...
Tomorrow...
Forever...
You are lost to me.
To this resounding conclusion,
You will remain oblivious...
Yes!
Because I am that damn good!


Unknown "Kitten" Cheeky - 16 years, 4 months, 25 days ago