I havnt been on here in some time. My life, went through a dramatic change. Many walls came crashing down. Many old wounds re-opened. Demons needing to be destroyed. I was a scared little boy, trapped in a protective fortress from childhood. Never letting anyone really get close to me. I was trapped in my own prison, that I created. A way for me to deal with my lack of love. In a sense, my ability to feel love, was trapped in there too. Ive been so blind, for so long. Now Im free. I have new life. I see a world of beauty, even when things seem to be falling a part. Life, is somehow sweeter. Every sense, amazing....... the very feeling of air filling my lungs somehow, has new meaning. New pleasure. For the first time in my life, I am free, and I am truly, alive.
Jonathan "Healer" Content - 16 years, 1 month, 26 days ago

My dad may be dieing we are taking him into the emergency room. Please pray, he has been through a lot lately, and I am so exhausted. Thank you to all my wonderful friends hugs to you all!
Jonathan "Healer" Content - 16 years, 3 months, 26 days ago

so I havnt been online in what seems like years, I have been working 3 jobs and am soooo tired. On top of that trying to make a car run on water lol I feel like I dont get to sit down. Thank you all you wonderful friends who have continued leaving wonderful messages :) I need prayer for strength, I dont know if my body can take anymore, but I also am trying to improve my financial situation. Sigh Well, I am heading to bed I have another long day of work tomorrow as well. God bless you all!!! I love you!!
Jonathan "Healer" Content - 16 years, 7 months, 12 days ago

this is a notice to all my wonderful friends, and pets,I will not be online and on human pets for the next couple of weeks, Im changing internet providers, and will lose service for a bitI am sorry Please DONT BUY MY PETS UNLESS THEY WANT YOU TO!!!! Ill be able to get on messenger on my phone however so if you would like to talk my msn is newbeginings23@msn.com Yahoo. is teardrop_angel2001@yahoo.com or you can call or text message me at 208-713-7844 I will miss you all and will make sure I give my wonderful pets lots of gifts when I get back :)hugs and kisses to you all. ILL MISS YOU!!!!
Jonathan "Healer" Content - 16 years, 11 months, 5 days ago

why does it seem when you search for love, you think you have it. Then before you know it its gone, in a flash. I was supposed to be married here in a month ha ha its funny, how life turns in directions you never thought possible, she is with a wonderful man that treats her well, makes her happy, and I. I am still alone, when will my happiness come, when will my well treatment come, when will I find someone that will love me beyond any words could ever speak? Or will I never find it? I dont know anymore. I am getting to a place now, where I dont care anymore, Im tired of feeling let down, when my hopes get taken so high. I want to be free to love someone with all my heart mind body and soul, but I fear that this request, is far too big for it to be filled. You know what, Im done looking, Im just going to accept the fact that I am going to stay single, and not worry about it any longer, cuz I just cant take any more disapointment.
Jonathan "Healer" Content - 16 years, 11 months, 6 days ago