yes i know i have used a song title as my note title.... no shit
c'est que ma vie se resume a un perpetuelle roue et moi comme la stupide et vilaine gerboise, je reviens a mon point de depart....
but what i mean is that i'll rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

i know... my peeps will fucking tear me another hole for saying and guys i'm totally sorry about that... i just need to write that crap down and deal with it in my own self destructive way...

i know that i am a whining little brat who is even more an embarassement to himself than anything else... a poor excuse for a human being.....

well talking about crush.... well let's say that love is overrated....
infatuation... not again...... lol

hmm whatever but hate also is sooooo overrated. fine u hate someone but the fine line between hate/love is easily crossed... so the better option is what??

well indifference maybe be one of them.... it is torture to be with ur latest crush or "love" and not actually BE with them... excruciating like putting ur hand in ice water until you get numb and then in boiling water.... a tingling sensation at first and then it just plain hurts like hell.
Unknown "☆Kev☆" Sad - 16 years, 1 month, 14 days ago

Winter trip from the 13th of february to the 21th
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Night 1: Bus trip
The bus was suprisingly comfortable, a bit narrow but nonetheless it beats an economic class on any arline i've been... and of course taona had to feel "adventurous" and eat the awful food during the bus break....

Day 1: Making our way to beijing lu
We just went to the youth hostel on shamian island and roamed around, took up like 5 hours to reach beijing road.....

Day 2: Beijing lu
The whole day dedicated to buy clothes on beijing lu... i don't remember what we did at night... well i was thinking of meeting a friend here in guangzhou but guess she didn't want to... aww well.....

Day 3: shopping again
Now on to xia jiu lu and we bought our tickets back to hangzhou... just in case

Night 3: funny night
Went clubbing for a bit to soho bar and to0 an unknown bar.... taona was moaning and running to the toilet every half hour.... went to the hospital
and saw a girl there that was soo funny... i mean her injury was funny.. guess was something like getting ur ass kicked in a club... lol.... i'm kidding, hope she is alright but really it was a bleeder only... hope also that cute face stays cute. lol.... i need a break

Day 4: lazy day
spend all day sleeping and nursing that big guy.......

Night 4: street musicians
Taona was feeling "ok" on the night, but for his safety we went to a McD and went to beijing lu again for some late night shopping... and on the way home chilled sometime near some street musicians which were pretty good

Day 5: travel to hk
Went to luhuo in shenzhen and crossed the border, finally arrived in hk around 18h then went to live in the mirador mansion which was as shaddy as it gets.... Foreigners everywhere and high prices might be what hk is all about.
porn everywhere... which was sooo funny to see that huge demand for taiwanese japanese porn.. and we spend the whole night roaming around the streets of hk.

Day 6: Gastronomic day
Had lunch at delifrance... the croissant and freshly brewed coffee were nice.... we also ate at a place where anthony bourdain ate also... cool
we visited sun yat sen museum and also a temple.

Night 6: Chilling
Since day 1,taona was whinnig about that craving for burger king and he finally got that double whooper....and also every couple of hours reminding us that hk is not china and why everything is soo damn expensive. went to see jumper in a china in ENGLISH... refreshing... and the 2nd longest fucking walk of the trip to mongkok...

Day 7: last day in hk
We had lunch in the chun something mansion in some pakistani or indian joint
the food was pretty good.. we went to causeway bay and passed through admiralty and went to the peak which was pretty impressive to see hk from this height

Night 7: night without sleep
went to mongkok for some flea market shopping and went to eat seafood... spend the whole night and morning roaming around

Day 8: doing the whole stuff backwards
well going back to hangzhou. got lost in guangzhou and passed in Tian He..... made me a bit sad.......
Unknown "☆Kev☆" Sad - 16 years, 1 month, 14 days ago

lesson learned by alicia keys featuring john mayer


He broke my heart
and now it's raining
Just to rub it in
I'm at your door
I feel so crazy bout' it
You say I told you so
You saw it long ago
You knew he had to go
I finally came around
I'm back on solid ground
Can't let it get me down

(2x)
It's alright
it's alright
It's alright
It's alright

Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned.
Mistake overturned so I called it a lesson learned.
My soul has returned so I call it a lesson learned.
Another lesson Learned

Sometimes some lies can
take a minute to fully realize

His tears your eyes
30 seconds to apoligize
You give him one more chance
just like the time before
but he already knows you'd give a hundred more
until that night in bed, you wake up in a sweat
Your racing to the door
Can't take it anymore

I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned so i called it lesson learned.
My soul has returned so I call it a lesson learned.
Another lesson learned....

Life perfect, aint perfect if you don't know what the struggles for
Falling down aint falling down if you don't cry when you hit the floor
It's called the past 'cause im getting past
and i ain't nothing like I was before.
You ought to see me now.

Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned but i called it lesson learned.
My soul has returned so I call it a lesson learned.
Another lesson learned....
Unknown "☆Kev☆" Sad - 16 years, 1 month, 14 days ago

slow dancing in a burning room by john mayer

It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of,
This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to,
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down and you can see it too.
We're going down and you know that we're doomed.
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me,
Baby you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the saddness.
You be a bitch because you can.
You'll try to hit me just to hurt me,

So you leave me feeling dirty cause you can't understand.

We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed.

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

Go cry about it
why don't you?

Go cry about it
why don't you?

Go cry about it
why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

Don't you think we ought to know by now?
Don't you think we should've learned somehow?
Unknown "☆Kev☆" Sad - 16 years, 1 month, 14 days ago