"why is it so hard to say the words your eyes are steady screaming"
-brian mapes
Unknown "loved<33" Perplexed - 16 years, 11 months, 7 days ago

to the girl who broke my heart, but who still holds all the pieces..


i go to sleep dreaming
i wake up breathing
my heart keeps beating
you run threw my veins
your name in my blood

i want you,
and you have him
I've worn thin
i should have never let you go

wish i may
wish i might
i pray on your star tonight
forgive me

what id do to see you smile
even for a little wile
i want youto be happy

he made you cry,
that just dont fly

he called you fat
ima make him gat


he breaks your heart
ill break his neck

you were my best mistake
but one i dont mind making

im not faking,
michelle... i love you!


i dont know what else to say...
seeing you look at him RIPs at my heart... but i want you to be happy... so i bite my tongue

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Unknown "loved<33" Perplexed - 16 years, 11 months, 7 days ago

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i like a guy
you cant see why
you say those words
to make me cry
it's all my fault
i put my heart in a vault
tore my family all apart
for this pain
it is my gain
my place of bliss
a tender kiss speaks with a lisp
the words of a stranger
whos the one in true danger
when cold words thrown from the lips
cut as razers down my wrists
out all night
starving to know that whats right
willing to fight
for some kind of sight
some fradgile form of light
i drink this jinn
grab this pin
pour out my soul
tears running down my skull
scream these symphonys in the rain
make the heavons share my pain
i hide some beauty in these lines
hope you come to realize
what you see threw these eyes
the depth of my mallace shal rize
their can be no compermise
when blood spatteres on the wall
crimson spilling as i fall
you could have saved me made me all
if you answered when i call
but im a fag so screw me
you bairoly even knew me
now your eyes see threw me
im not your son
so i grab the gun
do you care
fingers running threw youre hair
disapointment in the air
fry me in an electric chair
say a prair
maybe ill change
thats what you want
for me to like the kunt
makes me want to smoke a blunt
make my mind do a trick
maybe ill come to like a chick
instead of wanting a dick
this is bull shit
when you throw a fit
and expect me to feel guilt
move my body to a grave
its all you ever gave me
would you miss me
make you want to kiss me
a top the head
just before bed like you used to
before you knew
hell no
your minds a crow
only goes to show
when you hit my chest with a kick
you make me sick
open old wounds
so i go and read the runes
youve come to take
tell me how im such a fake
i bend and break
make me shake
and take a stake
run it threw me
my life is puny
i meant every word i wrote
even tho you know i wont,
the lump in my throat is growing
late one night
just afer a fight
you said you loved me
kissed and hugged me
you set me free
even tho its shady
maybe, just maybe,
you actually saved me
Unknown "loved<33" Perplexed - 16 years, 11 months, 7 days ago