I just want to sleep

I want to get away

Into slumber, myself to keep

I want, here, forever to stay

Don't make me feel pain

I don't want to hurt anymore

I feel my heart has been slain

God, please, open another door

I want to live differently

Everyone has their own life

I want to enjoy the scenery

I want to enjoy life

I want to feel whole

I want to feel love

My life, the devil once stole

But to me returned like a dove

Once a man died

This man of perfection

For his love, many cried

Now his life in me has reflection

I will live in honor for his name

Sweet Jesus, Thank you, I am happy forever

Sweet God, Thank you, I am loved forever


Unknown "Sexy Holly" Seductive - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

I'm quiet, yes, I know

Maybe you should just let it go

but there is more to me, you see

I have a wild imagination, a heart of passion

I want to be known, yes I do

If you knew me, you'd like me, too

I'm rather easy to know

Perhaps this poem, to you, will show

The colors of my soul will glow

Through the creative words of my thoughts

I don't mean to be quiet, I like to listen

Maybe I could see the colors of a soul glisten

But in this poem, it is my soul's turn

Please read with an open mind, maybe you will learn

I'm an honest person, this you already know

Maybe its why I am honest that doesn't show

My heart craves the love of another, just to be wanted

But I want to be loved for who I am, not to be flanted

with something I am not, not a lie, only truth

I am a loving person, you probably see that, too

Maybe because you don't know how I love

that you wonder if you want my love

I love with all my heart and with respect you deserve

I love with passion, loyalty, and nerve

I love with true love, no other is given

I give this love to you, but, love, I have not taken

I am a forgiving person, maybe you didn't know that

I know you aren't perfect, I'm not asking for that

I just want you to be happy, thats my love

Just remember, like you, I am human, too

I make mistakes, this is true

but I look at it like a lesson

So life can be fuller in the next session

Maybe you know a little more about me

but remember life is a journey

and I continue to change, to grow, and to love

Unknown "Sexy Holly" Seductive - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

When is love a real thing?

When is it fake and just a fling?

When is love true?

I thought I understood but I never knew

Do I know now? I don't know but I'll do this

I'll love you with every embrace and kiss

I'll love you through all my tears and fears

I'll love you even though they don't know why

I'll love you so much I'll want to cry

I will love you with everyday and in everyway

I'll love you because you loved me even when we didn't agree

I'll stay strong for you because you stayed strong for me

I will stay with you from here on out

I'll be by your side without a doubt

Forgive my mistakes and I'll forgive all of yours

Be with me again, and together we'll walk through all the doors

Don't give up because I finally know what to do

I don't have to understand. I just need to love you.


Unknown "Sexy Holly" Seductive - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

So many times I've broken a heart

I never realized it was me that was broken

I was messed up from the start

When its the end, I have spoken

I didn't consider the feelings of the other

I didn't consider the heart I was breaking

Now I know, I'm a horrible lover

If you get with me, you don't know the risk you're taking

I think I'm giving up on the hope of love

I just can't see myself happy with anyone

I can only look up to the one above

I don't need any drama, I just need the son

I'll turn from breaking hearts, especially mine

I won't abuse myself anymore

Maybe I can be mended in time

God is the only one I should live for

I will turn to him and not to sin

I will turn to him and not the promises of men


Unknown "Sexy Holly" Seductive - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

My mind is filled with thoughts of you

Here without you, I feel so blue

My heart aches with anticipation

I only wish for your participation

This distance does make my love grow

But if I go any longer without you, I will surely blow

I'm growing stronger as a person, this is true

It shouldn't be much longer that I have to live without you

But it is, oh, so hard to wait this long for your company

The hugs and kisses I have to give to you are many

They've been waiting for what seems like forever

Won't you come to me so we can be together?

I'll wait however long I must

I'm giving you all my trust

I'll wait forever just to see your face

And get the chance to share your embrace

I'll wait for you because my love is true

I will face this test and ace the best

My patience will fulfill through my enduring strong will

And without you, none of this would be true

Because of the love you have given

Never again will you be forsaken

Unknown "Sexy Holly" Seductive - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago