I miss her so much
I am happy i am saying Hi to her
but my heart cry with each Hi
i want to be close
but i want her far as well
she hurted me much
and i dont want to forgive her
but i suffer much from the pain of unforgiveness
i used to forgive her
but i dont know what do now.
may god help me
may god help her
may god help us both
i am afraid my year to be disrupted as what had happened last year
i know she dont care
that why i shouldnt fail

Unknown "Mishmish" Ecstatic - 16 years, 28 days ago

i really wish to be able to stop giving pains for others...
believe me
but where do i bury my feelings?
Unknown "Mishmish" Ecstatic - 16 years, 2 months ago

people talk about happy things when they are happy...
poems comes from the hearts...
kindness is usually there...
love can never ends...
but hate is also there...
u have a new knight and i have an old princess...
u r always strong and i am always weak...
i wish i can stop but i can never change...
i will stop and will remain only silent...
feel happy and enjoy the life :)
love again i will never cry...
it is the same pain...
pain will vanish at the end :)

Unknown "Mishmish" Ecstatic - 16 years, 2 months ago

Now That It's Gone

I never would have thought that
there'd be a you and me.
It wasn't plausible.
It wasn't possible.

But out of the star-crossed sky
fell an opportunity.
It was great.
It was special.
It was magic.

It made my life
such a blissful state of euphoria.
My eyes sparkled.
My soul danced.
My heart rejoiced.

And now that it's gone
I wish there was something in its place.
I want a new dream.
I want a new heart.
I want a new chance.

But mostly,
I'm receiving only loss.
I remember the happy times and think there'll be no more.
I remember little thoughts of you and sigh 'cause you're gone.
I remember my contented heart and sigh because now it's broken.

And now that you're gone,
I can't help but miss you.
For every where you used to smile an empty memory looms
of your soulful eyes
your shy smile
and your beautiful face

Unknown "Mishmish" Ecstatic - 16 years, 2 months ago

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.

And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and goodbye."
Unknown "Mishmish" Ecstatic - 16 years, 2 months ago