How did you find me ?

How did you know,
how to fill my heart?

How did you know,
how to heal me from all those old scars?

But most of all,
how did you find heaven and take me there?

Unknown always thinking about Mery-Amun - 15 years, 11 months, 26 days ago

laying next to you

hearing your breath
feeling your warmth
your skin

watching you
guarding you
spelling your dreams to be sweet

and that being more than I could ever wish for

just laying next to you

Unknown always thinking about Mery-Amun - 15 years, 11 months, 26 days ago

chilly morning
grass covered with white diamonds
sparkling in the beam of light
cold air taking over, finding every corner
me
not feeling the cold
not this morning
blushing
´cos of the dream

you on my skin
on top of me
close enough
to see your soul through your eyes
guiding you into me
to my soul
to my heart
leaving me breathless

seeing you smile
your eyes light up
the skin on your chest
on your arms
your love with all it´s power
thinking
this is what heaven must be like

Unknown always thinking about Mery-Amun - 15 years, 11 months, 26 days ago

Somehow
I´m still here
on the couch
holding the phone
thinking
about the story
and the parts that you
left out
wearing something big and white
something from you
bringing you closer
against my skin

and I see the dog
next to me
hearing my thoughts
staring with his eyes
sad and missing
he will come home
I say
he will come home

and I lay myself
on the couch
as it somehow feels better
tonight
feeling you here
in my dreams
in my heart.

Unknown always thinking about Mery-Amun - 15 years, 11 months, 26 days ago

Waking up
at 2 am
remembering
how I turned in
early
right after hearing
your voice
hoping that
in that way
you would come
to my dreams
that I would hear
your voice
over and over again.

Laying there
in the dark
thinking about
all you said
me listening
quietly
´cos of the spell
taking in
every word
so I could remember
each of them
your voice
making me forget
everything I wanted to say

And I smile
as I recall
you talking about
the wall
lost in that thought
thinking maybe
I should too
start training for that
and then I hear it
the sweetest thing
the last thing
in my ear
sweetheart

Unknown always thinking about Mery-Amun - 15 years, 11 months, 26 days ago