well I may hanve outdone myself this time... Serge is great... he may be what I've been needing in my life, and I an't wait to make every second that I'm with him count.. I'm so falling in love with him, it's amazing.. that I could feel this way.... it's all scary and continuous, and sad and happy, all at the same time... I just got home and already I miss him, I dont know what's happeing, but I know that it's good... I wish that I could show him how much more I really am, not just bits and pieces.. I think I have a vague idea of what he's looking for, and I can give him that.
I'd like to think that he is the last of my excursions... that I'd spend the rest of my life with him, and that isn't scary at all... I wouldn't mind that... I'm not so sure that he feels the same way though.. I know he likes me, and that hes soft and inviting, and funny... and really smart, and possibly the one.. it's weird how I didn't realise that he could be the one.. I'm not sure if it was possible that I could have done that online, and wound up being with him in person... His family doesn't know about me.. I guess everytime he has the chance it's always a bad time.. sounds worse than it is in life I guess.. I'm not sure if I know enough french to talk to them anyways, I wouldn't know how they would be able to get to know me if they couldn't talk to me... He's only been speaking english now for 2 months he says... I guess I could be his teacher, it's like my second language anyways.. and french can't be that hard I been understanding french since I was born...lol
I guess, now is the time to start conversing.. and not just listening..
Wish me luck!!

Unknown "the majestic" Frisky - 16 years, 8 months, 13 days ago

well I met someone, he's sweet, and funny, and really cute, and for some reason he seems to like me too.. I really feel like I can trust this one..
He works alot.. and I mean ALOT. But you know.. work is work.. and he likes his job.. I can tell. I just wish that I didn't have to wait for him, it's not a hard task, but it seems like I'm always waiting for him, even before I met him.. does that sound strange?
ok... so he was late for our first date.. he fell asleep on his couch and didn't know it, lol... I don't know who could fall asleep a couple hours before a first date with someone.. I was nerve wrecked, excited.. waiting... I'm sure he must have at least one break during the day, that he could write me something... anything... just to let me know that he was thinking of me. Right this moment I feel confused... and maybe a bit childish for wanting some attention... but hey, if he don't have it to give, then I won't bug him.. right?
It's only been 2 days.. then again, I've broken up with guys that haven't messaged me or seen me in a week... and Serge already told me he wanted to see me on Sunday. So, I'm fine... right.. waiting isn't that hard.. and he's worth it to me. He's the guy that I've been wanting for all my life to come along, and now that he has, I don't know what to do..
I wish I had some advice.. I'm happy and scared at the same time.. happy that he came along, and scared that I might lose him.. maybe it's too soon to worry about this crap right now.. lol
oh well
thanks for listening.. have a good day.

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Unknown "the majestic" Frisky - 16 years, 8 months, 26 days ago