Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you possess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be idealistic and passionate, and you make each moment memorable. Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life. By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is strong. So strong that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

Jenna Thompson "Teh Apocrypha" Lonely - 15 years, 4 months, 3 days ago

Stay Away

Here, like a deep chasm,
My mind has become numb
Its darkness envelopes me
Bending my will just for you

Don't touch me
Don't hold me close
I don't want to feel
I don't want to see

I lock the door and I know
I'm throwing away the key
In the darkness I am damning myself
I am a slave to your lust

I am here for you
To do just as you please
A fragile doll, please play with me
I'll do as you say
Not a thought I will make
As long as it's for you, just for you

I am here for you
My mind is screaming no
But you know what I really want
I'll do as you say
Although in hesitation,
I'll do it for you, just for you

Don't touch me
Don't hold me close
I don't want to feel
I don't want to see

You know you are sweet poison
a living weapon of seduction, you prowl
like prey I will run
but always will you catch me

I lock the door and I know
I'm throwing away the key
In the darkness I am damning myself
I am a slave to your lust

Please stay away from me
Jenna Thompson "Teh Apocrypha" Lonely - 15 years, 4 months, 18 days ago

Rot

Fresh earth moist and warm
sliced finely by metal spade
deep down into the darkness
I move the dirt away

Unearthed, a fine carved box
sits among the soil
Holding my breath,
I open its heavy lid

The stench of rot fills the air
heady shredded wood
aging fine fabric
and a human heart

My breath has been stolen from me
just as my heart lay cold and gray
I just wanted you to hold me
but desperate were you to run away

Fresh earth moist and warm
sliced finely by metal spade
deep down into the darkness
I move the dirt away

Unearthed, a fine carved box
sits among the soil
Holding my breath,
I close its heavy lid

Heavy I have come with tears
a spell which I cannot banish
It sweeps me off my feet
every time I try to stand

Like a drug, I yearn for you
I am a foolish heartsick bird
your touch is like sweet poison
your words a deadly melody

My breath has been stolen from me
just as my heart lay cold and gray
I just wanted you to hold me
but desperate were you to run away
Jenna Thompson "Teh Apocrypha" Lonely - 15 years, 5 months, 21 days ago

I'm chaos international
The writing on the wall
A Lazarus in parable

A dark and sullen lullaby
Whispered softly as you die
Promising torments are nigh

Danger warning levels hissed out loud
I saw the silver lining hidden in a mushroom cloud
Now I'm reeling from the shock at ground zero

If yesterday you would have stood up proud
Then why tonight have you thrown in with the stoning crowd?
I'll breathe through the foetus of a new day kicking...

The foetus of a new day kicking

It's true that Jesus cannot save
I'm rising from the grave
To put my double cross to shame

A poison rush, a heart attack
A white assassin painted black
You'll fear this reaper coming back

Danger warning levels hissed out loud
I saw the silver lining hidden in a mushroom cloud
Now I'm reeling from the shock at ground zero

If yesterday you would have stood up proud
Then why tonight have you thrown in with the stoning crowd?
I'll breathe through the foetus of a new day kicking...

On a night like this
You laid the serpent's kiss
In this garden of Gethsemane
You played the traitor well...

In a dawn to come
I will blind the sun
To grant you pardon as my enemy

Before damning you to hell...
Jenna Thompson "Teh Apocrypha" Lonely - 15 years, 5 months, 23 days ago

What Jenna Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

Jenna Thompson "Teh Apocrypha" Lonely - 15 years, 7 months, 13 days ago