You never know if someone is genuinely busy or they just want to get off the phone because someone has a problem, but the second they have issues, it is always like" I'll call this person because they always listen and give advice." Has it ever really worked in the reciprocal? If it doesn't how do you know when it is time to let go of the supposed "friendship?" The favorite lne that I have been hearing lately is "I'll give you a call later this afternoon if I have time" I didn't know that you had to make "time" for me. I am so sorry to be f*$&ing up your day! I have always been a firm believer that if you say that you are going to do something, I will hold you to it.

"I'm loosing my mind as you stand there and stare as my world divides." -Snow White Queen, by Evanesence
Unknown "Raiderette" Growling - 16 years, 9 months, 21 days ago

......Robert Frost once said "Anything more than the truth, would be too much." Is there something wrong with the brain when someone actually begins to believe their lies and in thinking that they believe them it makes something sound that much more believable to the person they are lying to? Do they know that they are lying or is it something that comes with time and is a developed habit?
Unknown "Raiderette" Growling - 16 years, 10 months, 16 days ago

Does anyone not ever get the itch to just get up and go? Somedays I wish that I was able to come and go as I please but unfortunatly the confines of my life restricts the ability of movement in my life. As I sit here listening to my iPod I wonder how the rest of the world is moving and I feel lost and alone most days in my confusion as it were. So I continue to listen to my angsty rock as I go about my day in solitude screaming at myself silently.....
Unknown "Raiderette" Growling - 16 years, 10 months, 17 days ago