I haven't written in a while. But, summer has gone by great. There have been many fights but also twice as many good times. I met a new girl named Nicole. She's pretty amazing ! We have been having fun times lately. But, I started working about 3 days ago so we haven't hung out for THREE WHOLE DAYS! lol. I am working sometime next week too so it will be a little while. Saturday I am going to a birthday party. I only will know 3 people though. Sunday is supposed to be a movie. But, I doubt it. I have to start to write up a resume soon. I am applying for a job during the year. It will be fun! I like working.
Unknown "♠Queen Amy" Tired - 16 years, 4 months, 14 days ago

So, I haven't updated for a whileee! I write on my missangst.blogspot.com now. But, I just looked at my shit, and saw that the last post talked about how I was with Brandon. I am not. He hardcore cheated, and got someone pregnet. So I am done with that. I got screwed over by another brandon today too. So, I am pretty sure boys suck.
Parents are away for a week. Exciting. i have missed them though. But right now, I am so glad to be alone. Raquel and Hil are coming back soon though I think. Yeah, Raquel is here for sure. <3 her
Unknown "♠Queen Amy" Tired - 16 years, 6 months, 7 days ago

I don't see how anyone would care but if you're bored or want to read some stuff about my life, or maybe a story of mine,

http://missangst.blogspot.com/

There. That's my new blog area. No / minimal angst here in my tales. :)
Unknown "♠Queen Amy" Tired - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

I just read all my tales (which are basically where I put all my shit because...to be honest, I don't know. It is easy to make, doesn't require codes and picking like, a million things before you can actually write anything, ect. ANYWAY, I just read through them and I LAUGHED. HARD. Only at the Brandon stuff. Actually, there was one tale I laughed at. The one long one where it was talking about Brandon and getting back together with him, ect.
I am back with him, by the way. Just an update for anyone who cares. :) As of 11:42pm, May 2nd, 2008. We were broken up for 6 weeks and a day.
The reason I am with him again? There are many. I love him. Life without him was harder, and more painful then anything that happened when I was with him. For maybe a week, he has been super sweet, loving, understanding ect. I know that is like "Who cares? It was a week!" but it is a big deal. He was there when others wern't.
I know it's been a day but so far, it is like a NORMAL relationship. None of this obsessing and getting upset over DUMB things. I am de-bitching! WOOT! <3
I hope it lasts long. I really doubt it though. :(
Anywaysss, I know this blog thing (I call it a blog because that is what it is. I don't know where else to rant really.) has been EVERYWHERE and I appoligise if you actually read it that it kind of bounced around like that. I got a lot on my mind. But, GUESS WHAT! I'm happy.
Unknown "♠Queen Amy" Tired - 16 years, 9 months, 28 days ago

It feels like Im getting lonelier every second. I bet if I wrote down the names of everyone who was my friend at the beginning of the year, and the people I am getting along with right now, there would be about 3 times LESS.

People don't appear to care much about me. I've become much more of a bitch and I know it but it's because I keep getting screwed over by people I love. Yelled at, ignored, ditched, betrayed by people, ect.

This is really painful and I have no idea how to deal with it. If ANYONE who read this has a helpful word, please message me. You don't know how much I would appreciate it. Thank you.
Unknown "♠Queen Amy" Tired - 16 years, 10 months, 4 days ago