Truly, there could be no stranger creature than me. Punishment after punishment, and still I return. Masochism on a psychological level, and it still beckons. Thus, I lust after love, though all it has imparted upon me is the mere taste, then thrown me idly aside. Who can possibly love someone who has thrown his last vestiges of humanity into the wind, praying for love?
Unknown "Turtle" Abused - 15 years, 10 months, 7 days ago

I meant to ask you, About all of your lies, Whether you profess love,Or begin to despise.
The truth is my heart, It can't take this pain, I'm longing for you, And it's wracking my brain.
Tell me the truth, make it hurt worse then ever, A large hurt I can take, But not this endeavor.
Point A to Point B, Just a simple no or yes, Because I can't take it, It's hurting my chest.
There's another man, "What's his name"? He's your best friend, I'm going insane.
I'm punching cement, to shift all despair, people are staring, but I just don't care.
I cracked the cement, or was it my hand? I still see his face, so I punch it to sand.
She's very quiet now, gets up and drives away, no words of comfort, no reason to stay.
She violated my heart, threw it to the sink, wiped off her hands, before I can blink.
I still see her, every once in a while, she acts like we're friends, and I throw a fake smile.

But i'm dead.

True story...sadly, my true story. My last, and only (So far) love of my life.
Unknown "Turtle" Abused - 15 years, 10 months, 27 days ago

I almost feel...forgotten, in this world. Perhaps the next is better, no?
Unknown "Turtle" Abused - 15 years, 11 months, 1 day ago

Sorry, I get bored...
Unknown "Turtle" Abused - 15 years, 11 months, 5 days ago

Mine soul doth float unto heaven, my heart into pieces of thread to you, so that you may weave my will as you want.
Unknown "Turtle" Abused - 15 years, 11 months, 5 days ago