Cat Journal entry 2
Future Home Wrecker
As my brain wanders, I couldn't help but think about marriage. You see, I'm not anti-commitment or anything but somehow the word scares me. So this big question just popped right out of my head...
To marry or NOT to marry?
According to my mother, all women in our family are cursed. I didn't actually believe it not until I have observed it. Half of the women in our family are either divorced or widower and worse, single for a very long time. LOL. It's actually driving me nuts just thinkin' about it. It's pretty hilarious too I should say. But I started to think about my life.
All my life. 21 years of it. 5 years. 5 whole years I have spent it with men who I thought could make me break the curse. But I was wrong.
I thought I had it but it was all a lie.
Now I sit here. Hoping to make sense. It wasn't a curse at all but its all about how we make choices and how we accept and cherish what and WHO we have. The choice to stay or go.
Unknown "purring kitten" Purring
- 17 years, 29 days ago