Dearest Little One,

Thank you for loving me,
When I feel unloved.

Thank you for understanding me,
When I feel misunderstood.

Thank you for trusting me,
When I made you hero leave.

Thank you for smiling at me,
When I felt like crying.


I'm sorry I didn't protect you,
Before you got hurt.

I'm sorry you saw him hurt me,
Before saying goodbye.

I'm sorry I wasn't stronger,
Before he changed me.


I promise to love you,
When you feel unloved.

promise to understand you,
When you feel misunderstood.

I promise to be honest,
When you need the truth.

I promise to hug you,
When you feel like crying.


Unknown "esc" Ecstatic - 16 years, 8 months, 28 days ago

Man of Lies..
O, Man of Lies. Of deceit, of manipulation,
You have been hateful to the nurturing womb that bore your child.

Lies spilled from your lips like roaring rapids,
Each word corrodes even a strong and mighty boulder into a stone.

You make a mockery of the one you claim to love,
Do you think she is so idiotic,that she will continue to stand in harm .

She hangs on your words though they pierce her,
They sound of sweetness and honesty but can the Man or Lies change?

I beg you, do not make a fool of her again,
Though she may seem weak to you she stands stronger than before.

Do you not see that her Father will protect her?
Her Father above will shine a light upon you lies, for He is Truth.

O, Man of Lies, see the pain that you have caused,
Them pain and hatefulness you have let him heal and protect you.
Unknown "esc" Ecstatic - 16 years, 8 months, 28 days ago

I Love How...(Sarcasm)
I love how you don't care
Until I say that I don't care.

I love how you pretend I'm not there,
Until I am gone.

I love how you hate me
Until I am finally ok.

I love how you don't call
Until I don't want you to.

I love how you wait for me to heal for you to care.
Where were you when I was hurting? Where were you when I was dying? Don't try to save me when I am finally living.

i love how you only love me when it is to little too late.
Unknown "esc" Ecstatic - 16 years, 8 months, 28 days ago

How fucking dare you,
I am the fucking snow in your heart.
You walked all over me as you watched me slowly disappear.
At one point I was pure and delicate,
I was beautiful. We were beautiful.

You trampled me into slush.
You stepped all over me.
You pissed on my purity while trying to mark your name on my life.
Your hot temper melted me,
I was beautiful but now I am ugly.

Will I ever be what I once was?
Can I regain what you took from me?
Why the fuck did you burn me like you did?
I don’t want to disappear anymore.
I was beautiful when you were ugly.

I blame myself for being blind.
I hate myself for still wanting you.
You made me fucking weak and I began to believe your words.
I can’t heal if you are near me.
I am beautiful and you are ugly.

She too is as pure as snow.
I wont let you step on her.
I refuse to watch her disappear, melting into nothingness.
She is still delicate and happy.
She is beautiful. We are beautiful.
Unknown "esc" Ecstatic - 16 years, 9 months, 14 days ago