thanks my dear friend~ although we havent met each other but really warm to chat with you~ you did a pretty good job to review my problems, and just thanks for your support, i do know it's not a easy job to change suddenly, and i still wont force myself to do anythings on it, just let it be~
only knowing there's supports behind me is enough~

Unknown "mia sky" Hungry - 16 years, 9 months, 9 days ago

Thinking of a question: every actions are a kind of investment? It's obvious yes as nothing in the world has certain result, even no one can sure when results occur. So this investment can be said to be endless. So relationships with others are the same, you may send out a bit out and receive a lot or send out greatly and receive a bit.. sometimes it's so cruel. after experience so many times of such cruel cases. some will fear and never output or just dare to output a little~ then surely they will receive less and less... consequently, it would make them much depressed and output less and receive less.......
So everyone should be tough, even encountered any unfavourite experience, please don't upset and keep going, at last they must find out what they should own and treasure. In fact the turth is cruel, but i have said before, we should try to enjoy something bad. coz try to realise when all your experience is perfect and all are good, you must having a boring life, so perfect may not be the best. And the most enjoyable life may be with some trouble. The most encouraging thing is how we take over the evil things. YES! just be tough and not to worry to put an effort out to others!
To enjoy our lives llike this!!
Unknown "mia sky" Hungry - 16 years, 9 months, 12 days ago

today can be seen as my graduation day. one year time, see her once again today, it seems that both of us are ok. we don't talk, it seems that we don't remember each other, but i believe not. i think we are still embarrassed, maybe only me. only dare to look at her far away. still embarrassed. However, i see her laugh to someone, so sweet smiling, i am sure she must have an enjoyable life. should be happy. or she won't be so good if we get together, yes the fact is we don't suit each other. so the reesult may be good..
To face what i am afraid to and my weaknesses. today i believe i can do it quite well, it is worhty of a big applause. I should also find my own enjoyable time, let alone the past..
Unknown "mia sky" Hungry - 16 years, 9 months, 17 days ago

Today's toast master personal presentation, at first, i was so nervous and just worried to forget what i was going to say. Hopefully and luckily, i can adjust my mind with success. I just try my best to imagine how to enjoy doing a performance so that i could be relaxed and enjoyable to have a speech. The result is that i could be comfortable but i still forgot some of my prepared content. I think that part is the most important... why do i always like this? why can't i do somethings perfect?? Indeed, i believe i could do much better, i could prepare my contect more organised so that i could remember more easily. Or i should be more relaxed and try to walk around the stage during speech rather than just stood there. Anyway, i have a promise to try my best to learn and practise in this course so i will never be upset and i am stuggling for what important to me. I should bear in mind that the process is more important than the result, i should try to make the process be perfect without shy, then the result must not be too bad!!
This is my belief!!
Unknown "mia sky" Hungry - 16 years, 9 months, 19 days ago

Tonight, as usual, i ran from the hostel, along the Wan Wiu Road, turn left to the technology Center beside the waterfront. Since i am so tired, i stop to sit on the handrail
and look at the scene of the waterfront. To close my eyes and feel the quiet place, i could listen the sound from the car engines, from the waves, a few people riding bicycles there. i like to look at the opposite sites. On my right hand side, there are lots of buildings and the yellow street light is so warm. On the left hand side, there's darkness, couldn't see anythings and could feel the fear, cold and uncertainty. There were two extreme sides, and i suddenly had an impulse to enjoy feeling both sides, so i closed eyes again...

Half minute pass, opening my eyes, i just think everyone is pursuing the happy things, so they should try to enjoy whatever good or bad. What is more important than having a happy lives? Everyone work hard as they want a better lives, most of things at the end are for their own happy lives. So enjoying even bad things may help turn the bad into better one. Why don't we try to enjoy more?? Or they will only suffer from the unfavourite thoughts.

After that, i start to think of tommorrow's presentation, a toastmaster personal presentation, indeed i am really nervous and i am not sure whether i should say that thing. It's not my style. It's so odd. However, i decide to say what i am really think of, that's the turth of my heart, this time i shouldn't care how others will think. I must face myself in front of others so that i can relieve from somethings unfavourite feelings.
Whatever i am afraid, i must face them. That's a man's does!!!!
Unknown "mia sky" Hungry - 16 years, 9 months, 20 days ago