I know my voice is silence to your ears,
I know I said some things you didn't deserve to hear.
I miss you. Fuck I miss you.
Why do I miss you? Cuz it's you.

I lie awake at night kicking at the sheets,
No matter how much I try they will never cover my feet,
I need you, Fuck I need you.
Why do I?!

I finally gathered up the strength
To get through these lonely days.
These lonely lonely nights.

You lift me up
(Just to let me down)

You won't call me on the phone to try to see if I'm at home,
You play with my emotions; give me some kind of hope.

You've got me desperate and confused.
And my confidence is thrown.
I'd rather be miserable with you...
Than ever be alone.

But still, you stay free, of me

You lift me up
(Just to let me down)

I will change the way I talk
I will change the way I feel
I will change the way I walk
Until nothing left is real.
I will change the way I call your name
I will change the way I eat
I will change the way I touch you

Because I miss you
Fuck I fucking miss you.
I miss you.
Return to me.
Return to me.
Return to me.

I,
Will,
Change,
Everything.
Unknown "Mildred" Unwell - 15 years, 11 months, 9 days ago

"Take the good with the bad."
Take the good with the bad...
Take the good with the bad?

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Unknown "Mildred" Unwell - 15 years, 11 months, 12 days ago

The eyes are definately the 'window into the soul'
But not everyone can read everyone's and anyone's

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Unknown "Mildred" Unwell - 16 years, 3 months, 14 days ago

Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know
Like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart.
For years I've held it all together
But a night like this is begging to pull me apart .
I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would
And now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could
Ignore the sun, covers over my head
Don't apologize (I hope you choke and die!)
Search your shelf for something which to hang yourself
They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to Hell
I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
When you say,

.forever.,

(I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to...
(I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Unknown "Mildred" Unwell - 16 years, 5 months, 29 days ago

Tired
So tired
In ways that
Sleep
Could never
And will never
Fix.
Unknown "Mildred" Unwell - 16 years, 7 months, 4 days ago