What can I say about my country??....

First of all that I love some of the people that live here, because we're all okay with almost everyone, we are really social people, we like meeting people, and else, right? but what I don't like about it is the enormous insecurity that we have to live with every f*cKn' day of our lives... I mean, it's hard to be okay in this country nowadays... everything seems so weird... with all those killing, kidnapping, and specially the phone calls that say to our parents that we're kidnapped and ask for ransome... tons of my friends' families have gone throw this stuff, and it's really awful, specially because last month a protest was made in favour of our security and I hate the fact that it didn't help at all. There are tons of people that just go around everything and don't really notice the situation we're going through nowadays... what can be done about this?? Can anyone tell me??? I'm worried :S
Gerardo Pims Loyal - 16 years, 3 months, 3 days ago

I cant' believe it... things are just about changing... things are going like in a very strange way... a way I haven't felt before... I' way too nervous and just don't know what to do about it. I need to calm down but writing isn't working...
Gerardo Pims Loyal - 16 years, 10 months, 8 days ago

This was a weird day, I started with a very nice hangover, but in the afternoon I was supposed to be doing tons of stuff and like in 3 hours after finishing classes everything had to be postponed by someone else. Then I went to sleep but when I woke up I was kinda bored and insensitive, but when I got a message on the MSN by one of my best friends everything changed... now someone really seems to be interested in me! I can't believe it!! Really, I can't!... well I do, because I know what I had done before to get that attention, you know? But the thing is that this person is one of those persons that don't really know what they want so they're always playing around. I don't know if I have to be enthusiastic because of this or sad because it's something not very secure to be happy for :S
Gerardo Pims Loyal - 16 years, 10 months, 21 days ago

I'm bored... can anyone give me an idea to do something? Got tired of listening to music, reading and talking... what can I do?!?!?!
Gerardo Pims Loyal - 16 years, 11 months ago

Gosh... this week has been quite weird... All I know is that nothing is the way is used to be, but totally... I don't get it now, and I think everything will be clearer for next week, dunno yet, but I think that's going to be interesting.
For example: guys staring at me... well, that's news for me; putting attention in classes and participating like a lot... something new too!; feeling really motivated to do something like impressively big before my birthday... dunno; feeling a lot of energy pointing at me in a way I can't understand but making me feel safe and ready for anything... BIG CHANGE I'd say.
Things like these ones are the ones going on in my life, well for now. It's really nice I think, something very exciting since I think that this year's going to be like something huge for me in all senses. I don't know if it's the fact that I'm turning 20 and because it's going to be February the 29th in 30 days or something like that, but all I know is that things are making these changes for a reason... it's time to make a complete change in all senses: friends, classmates, attitudes, goals, etc.

What do you think???
Gerardo Pims Loyal - 16 years, 11 months, 7 days ago