The Song That Brought My Angel To Me


Unknown "MyLovingDean NFS" Peppy - 16 years, 5 months, 19 days ago

For My Angel and Me


Unknown "MyLovingDean NFS" Peppy - 16 years, 5 months, 19 days ago

Here's something that is doubly inspired by my emotions in part and by watching a movie about losing somebody. So here we go.

Another sound strikes his ear. City streets
Taunted and tainted by a man's mistakes. Luminating lights
Casting another false flaim to fame. Binds break
the ambience noise of chaos. Many multiple
Pains of just clamoring. Anger, frustration,
Temptation, addiction, and attraction. All
The while walking wakes all chalenges. Ignorant
Trapped in a untrue hope. Hope of life based
On hope of a box of safety. Boxed in by the hustle and bustle of a city. A city never to be
Feared except by the weak. Yet in perfect heat of a day
A cold chill shivers up the spine. Fears feverishly felt
Falling far beneath peace. Eyes are on te edge
Of tears taunted by the truth. His box becomes
Less safe thene ver thought possible. His heart pounds
Deep and slow. Veins pulsate and rush with
Life-giving bllod. He walks in the street too afraid
To commit or even contemplate. Taunted by a cowardice
Not being able to choose a road. As a cold chill becomes
A cold reality. E very face and every heard human noise
Becomes a suggestion. Suggestion of a powerful
Killer of high hopes. His hands shake and sweat
With each roundabout step. Cold reality contorts
His view of an invalid pain. He swallows his own slaiva
to avoid all anxious attmepts. An attempt to not fear
Against the noise of chaotic cars. Screeching strong
Halts from careless viechles. Harming harsh honks
Ending entire strength. People yelling and yearning
For a place in a chaos of life. The noises drown it all out
The things he thought he knew. Life that just sems to create complication
With each new second or minute. Unusual departure from normal nature
To an abnormal defensive fear. Morphed into something strange
Changing to a place that only scares and frightens. His fears overflow
From deep depths of his heart. He bleeds from a past scar
That tears at anything that's left. Fears following him wherver he goes
From his home to his streets. People, furniture, forests, cars, animals,
They all tear at him. He wanders alone in a puddle of sharp fear
As the reflection reveals something new. As the reflection in the puddle
Shows a soft shift to the strange.
Unknown "MyLovingDean NFS" Peppy - 16 years, 5 months, 21 days ago

Scars-Papa Roach

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cause you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shoulda' never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Unknown "MyLovingDean NFS" Peppy - 16 years, 5 months, 22 days ago

so here's a poem tell me what you think and check out my store and my herds if you get a chance.

Anxious strokes of the pen,
Not worried of right or wrong,
Not worried about lose or win,
Not worried about short and long.

Just got hit by a brick wall,
As all questions fall,
Heart races and races,
Not worried about criticizing faces,
Fingers and script unsure,
From something so pure,
Happy smiles lighten the mood,
But not wanting food,
But getting little sleep,
But not sinking in the lonely deep.
Craving caressing care,
Soft smooth senses share,
Jumpy realization of this emotion,
Suck a bold blunt notion,
To Think of you,
No matter what I do,
Constant reminder made aware,
Wishing we can be a pair.

I see your name,
My fingers clam up,
My script is only a shame,
My heart is an overflowing cup.

The one center of all my soul,
Is no longer whole,
Unlike any before,
Who always ask for more,
Eyes close I see you,
Wishing I knew all that you do,
Lips are licked,
Wandering why I was picked,
Fingers and pen fly,
Like a plane in the sky,
Can't stop what I feel,
Knowing now its real.

I hink of you and me,
Wanting what i can't see,
Words and feelings don' t meet,
I lose my feet,
You blow my foundation away,
Yet destroy all dismay,
I try to talk the talk,
But I can't walk the walk,
I lose all hype,
My one untouched place,
Given no grace.

Anxious strokes of the pen,
Not worried of right or wrong,
Not worried about win or lose,
Not worried about short and long.

Lines and stanza's all over,
Lost in high clover,
With an intoxicating flower,
That takes away all my power,
Lips craving to be touched by yours,
Slightly quivering at just the thought of more,
More of your presence,
As my body is nervously tenses,
Can't type on my keyboard,
As my confidence is out-poured,
My words are jumbled,
My emotions are merely mumbled,
Like a boy first love falling,
AS my script is crawling.

What can I say,
In this day,
Other then your name races y heart,
As my mind forgets its part,
Lost in wanting you,
Hoping you want me too,
Peae and chaos ensue,
As i join the few,
Who clam up and shake,
Who try but fail to be awake,
Who craves just to hold,
As slowly I become more bold.

Unknown "MyLovingDean NFS" Peppy - 16 years, 6 months, 1 day ago