Sometimes when something seems out of reach... it takes a helping hand. It took me a long time to realize that.

I've always tried to do things myself... and I still think I should make my own way completely on my own. Life is too long of a path to walk by yourself, so cherish those who choose to walk it with you.

Friends will be there to hold the broken shards of your heart when it all comes tumbling down. They'll be there to hold your hand when you feel alone. They'll be there push you in the right direction if you don't think you have the courage to continue.

They'll be there to piece you together again... and maybe even nudge you towards someone who can take care of your heart better than the last. "Go get her!", they say as they giggle at your awkwardness and your blushing smiles at the now 2-hour long conversation that you don't want to end... and yet they only do it because they love you.

I'm moving in a very momentous direction right now... and my friends are there to hold me up. ^_^ Hold me up so I can give the flower... to the hamster of my dreams <3
Unknown "Huggles" Nervous - 16 years, 4 months, 25 days ago

I recently got a new job, which is the only good news... I'm having trouble coping with a past heartbreak, and today is a gloomy day. Nothing real deep or detailed, but ... ~_~ bleh, I just feel like I have to say something every once in a while. Please excuse my bitching.
Unknown "Huggles" Nervous - 16 years, 6 months, 15 days ago

This past weekend was one of the most interesting and exciting in my life. A weekend away with friends... playing Magic and getting liquored up... a grand adventure indeed. I've earned a reputation at my very first Con, something I hear is very rare... tho I don't know if thats a GOOD thing per se lol

Traded and got some good stuff for all my decks, had a killer hangover, and even visited a porn shop. Good stuff. But then I remembered her... and it wasnt bad... it was just sad. Every good time would be better if she were there with me, and it's sad to know that the last time I hugged her before she got on that plane was the last time I will ever touch her.

I'm just all befuddled lately, I guess.
Unknown "Huggles" Nervous - 16 years, 8 months, 17 days ago

Ugh... tonight I cried until my eyes hurt... I hate love
Unknown "Huggles" Nervous - 16 years, 9 months, 5 days ago

This week has been physically exhausting >_< And today at work I made a huge mistake... I brought home the animal habitat keys home with me and I didn't know until it was bed time ~_~ I hope they had another copy in the office or something... or I'm SO fucked ;-;

Wish me luck, I'm off to bed
Unknown "Huggles" Nervous - 16 years, 9 months, 13 days ago