One more week, and my sister and I move out into our flat.
Then another week, and I start my life at college.
It's all so close. A new life, with dreams of new opportunities.
But...
I haven't worked up any excitement yet.
I know it'll come, soon enough.
Yet now, in this moment, I can't deny it:
These months at home have gotten to me.
All this sitting around, and doing nothing.
True, I'll be busy soon enough...
Tonight, however. It's all weighing down on me pretty heavily.
Boredom. Disappointment.
I could have done so much more with my time. <3
Unknown "Miss Believe" Panicky
- 16 years, 10 months, 4 days ago