i feel cheated
i really like this guy that goes to my church he is only a year younger than me but his dad claims hes not old enough to date. thats what he told me. he told his son that im not christian enough to date his son. his dad also just happens to be assisstant pastor of the church i go to. He told pastor that i did drugs and drank. this was true but i dont anymore
i think this is all because they dont think i care that much for him but i do he was crying when he said his dad wouldnt let him talk to me again this is so wrong now hes not even allowed back at church untill i stop going im not quite sure what to do
Unknown Frisky - 16 years, 9 months, 10 days ago

have had a rough time the last few weeks controlling my anger towards people who make fun of me and turn my words around
but last night i went to the movies with my parents and on our way out one of the people who have hurt me was there with his dad. His dad was mentally retarded and didnt know how to act and so this boy had to be the man and take care of his dad as if he were a child. Now i cant say that i know exactly where hes coming from but i kinda do
my step father has been with me and my brother since i was 4 and he was diagnosed with arnold chiari malformation in 1990 and in 1995 was involved in one of red oaks worst car accidents but yet he tries to be a dad thats more than what my real dad could ever do but on the other hand his disorder is progressing and everyday i have to more stuff for him so he wont be in pain i have to take care of him and then make sure that my mom and mentally challenged little brother understand everything thats going on now ive realized anytime that somethiing happens to someone i care about i show more anger towards my friends and enemies
now i wouldnt even begin to think that if pain causes anger and that there is so much anger in the world that what those people showing that anger must be experiencing i have ruined many friendships because of my home life and i just realized that if i could keep my home life separate from my outside life then i probably wouldnt blow up at people as much as i do
im sorry to two people in particular: Greg and Amber i have lost julio then i lost jessie then i find out the one person i have ever loved isnt allowed to love me back all these things have caused me to think no one cared including god i kept going to church to try to understand why this stuff keeps happening to me and i still dont understand but that is no reason to try to ruin other peoples lives in the process im sorry to everyone and i hope you forgive me
Unknown Frisky - 16 years, 9 months, 10 days ago

i found the funniest video ever its kinda kiddy but its hilarious its on you tube im going to include it here

Unknown Frisky - 16 years, 9 months, 10 days ago

hell yeah im so happy i have met the coolest guy ever and he is soooo fucking hott i just wish we lived closer he is my pet now the only problem now is my ex wants to get back with me and i dont want to
Unknown Frisky - 16 years, 9 months, 16 days ago

that last one i wrote march 6 its the 9th
bday party went great drank a lot and danced all night
Unknown Frisky - 16 years, 9 months, 19 days ago