I haven't been here lately. But what the hey.

I need rehab. Bad. Now.
Unknown "Noel" Carefree - 16 years, 1 month, 25 days ago

Nickelback - If Everyone Cared

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died
Unknown "Noel" Carefree - 16 years, 7 months, 11 days ago

Amazing.

This migraine has been hitting me since exactly 24 hours ago.

13 paracetamol pills and 1 anarex pill has not helped subside it. Yes, you read it correctly. That is 13 plus 1, making a grand total of 14 pills down. Let's do a spot of maths here. 13 mutiply by 500mg per paracetamol pill and adding another 450mg from the anarex equates to a grand total of 6950mg. Well above the normal dosage for one day. I reckon I'm trying to kill my migraine or off myself here.

Eat healthy, exercise regularly and die anyway.

=)
Unknown "Noel" Carefree - 16 years, 7 months, 25 days ago

I hadn't seen it for quite a long time.

Imagine an old lady, scraping leftovers from plates in a coffeeshop into a plastic bag. It was for her dinner. Real maddening.

I had four measly dollars on me. That was all. I gave it all to her and prompted her to buy a dinner to satiate her hunger. Can you imagine such a sight? Fuck. Would anyone even have a kind heart to pass some money to her? No one, in the entire freaking coffeeshop, gave her a single cent. How heartless can you actually be to not give a dollar or two? And there you can sit, having a nice meal while some old lady has to take the table scraps for dinner right beside you. Where is the love for your fellow man, or woman in this case? How hard is it to even earn a dollar? And can you even find it within your own heart to give some away?

I then witnessed something else. Two young ladies sat down at a table nearby, one with long hair and another cut extremely short. When the old lady approached them selling three tissue packs for a dollar, the long haired lady gave the old lady a real dirty look while her friend paid up. WHAT THE FUCK! Who the fuck do you think you are to think that you are above her in anything? You may be young and may have a degree backing you, but you have completely no stature in being a human with a heart at all.

Heartless. I do not wish ill on others, but on you, I sincerely hope that you burn in Hell. The burn of eternity. And then I pondered. Giving her the four dollars was a nice gesture. But then again, if it was anywhere within my power, I would have given her a stable job and a proper roof to stay under. And there I was, raging at myself for being so inept. If only I could change the world in my own little way. It is not being generous. It is just helping out someone who is in dire need of help.

I really wonder what humans are capable of. Are their hearts constructed of stone so as not to make them feel for others in sorry plight? Have you no comapssion? Damn the world. Damn it. These are the things that I see that make me question humanity.

To. Hell. With. You. Heartless. Beings.
Unknown "Noel" Carefree - 16 years, 7 months, 28 days ago

The simplest truths are the most profound truths.

The simplest joys brings about the brightest smile.

I seek for truth that will bring about joy in my heart.
Unknown "Noel" Carefree - 16 years, 8 months, 1 day ago