Today..

Today is the day.. u take ur life away
Away from me and alone i stay..

Today i learn how cruel it could be..
If u're alone n still dun wanna be with me..

Today i think of all the wrongs u've done..
and think of the day we were still 'One'

I remember the past and all what we had..
I remember u cheering me up whenever i felt bad..

You've always managed to wipe away my frown
A single call wud stop me from feeling down

Now i'm confused.. lost between love and pain..
and late at night my tears fall like a dreading rain..

Loosing you has always been my biggest fear..
But we've grown so apart over the past year..

Its so cruel.. Its just not fair..
Coz whenever i blame you u dont seem to care..

Now all i feel inside is this havoc of pain..
If i dont tell you how i feel now i'll just go insane..

Thats why in here i tell you how i feel..
A feeling that i wish was never that real..

I am broken and its all thanks to you..
devastated and there is nothing i can do..

For today is the day it all fell apart..
Today is the day you broke my heart..

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Samer Kamel "my dudeeee" Sleepy - 14 years, 11 months, 5 days ago

Twenty Two....!

Twenty two and i'm all alone,
Can feel it deep, i'm calloused to the bone.

Fearless but yet feeling so weak,
Hurts so bad that i can barely speak.

For lonliness i can write a million poems,
And build lonely castles with rising domes.

Filled with lonliness that is my life,
No girlfriend no more friends ..and no future wife.

I had them all, but now they're gone,
And no one to blame after all what i've done.

Looking into my past it wasnt that bad,
I ruined it myself and that what makes me sad.

Thinking about it all over again,
There is nothin i can do but live with my pain.

And late at night when i stare at the moon..
I am still twenty two .. but want it to end real soon.
Samer Kamel "my dudeeee" Sleepy - 15 years, 8 months, 24 days ago

Love .. Visible but unseen !

A dead soul walking throughout the day..
Without love or life, dead feelings u may say.

A dead body soaring throughout the space..
tryin to breath so hard in a life long race.

With love flowing all around this soul...
Increasing Hunger for love from anyone at all.

Desperate for a hug... Wishin for a smile...
Needing a change to make life worthwhile.

For lack of love my heart cries today ...
Waterin my inner soul preventing my decay.

For love is always out of reach for me ...
I am dyin for her to come whenever it will be.

Thats why for me love has always been...
A Love that is visible yet forever unseen.

Samer Kamel "my dudeeee" Sleepy - 15 years, 8 months, 24 days ago

Thank God It's You

· i dont know if this will come out the right way
· but there are somethings that i need to say

· i always mess things up, i never done this right
· but in these words my inner fears i fight

· i couldnt stop thinking of u today and i dont know why
· i know i can never have u, ur like an angel in the sky

· for now let me tell you my thoughts even though
· i know these words wouldnt stop u from saying no

· i just miss your smile drawn on your angel face
· that makes my heart beat like its in a life race

· or the sparkle in ur eyes like the bright night star
· if you look at it it makes you forget who u are

· forget all this what matters is your inside
· i admire it and thats a thing i cannot hide

· i know we have a few commons we have nothing at all
· but i know u have what i dont, with you i feel so whole

· ur my perfect match, a match that i cant have
· but i know ur special to me till i go in my grave

· after i go to heaven, angel cant be compared to you
· they'd look so ugly, so dull and miserable too

· you are my BIG angel.. you r my best friend too
· every night in my prayers i thank God it's YOU!
Samer Kamel "my dudeeee" Sleepy - 15 years, 8 months, 24 days ago

The proposal of my life

through my life i was a lonely guy ..
i never complained i never asked why ...

i lived it alone like a humming bird ..
and never got along with the human herd ...

till the day my big angel came ..
no for loosin my life there was no one to blame

losing my life before meeting her ..
is like a lung breathin no air ..

now that i am with the one i adore ..
i am happy with my life and wish for no more,,

askin from God in the heavens above ,,
to always keep me with the girl i love ,,

now wishin u'd be the queen of my life ..
will it help if i ask u to be my beloved wife ?
Samer Kamel "my dudeeee" Sleepy - 15 years, 8 months, 24 days ago