03-27-04
they returned again
those little whispers
those tiny thoughts
those terrifying ideas
just to remind me
i'm not as well off
as i'd like to think
"most days you want to hurt yourself."
they'd say
not that i can argue
i just don't have that kind of energy right now
"why are you so stupid?"
they taunt
and i can't give them an answer
it's just always been that way
"what the fuck is wrong with you?"
you tell me, and we'll both know
odds are, if i had the first clue
i wouldn't be writing this down,
would i?
"no one is ever going to love you."
that might very well be true
it's never going to be possible
if you don't shut up
most days i want to hurt myself...
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