Who am I?
A question commonly asked.
The answers we seek,
as we struggle within.

To define our self,
what must we do?
When will it become clear?
That we are, who we say we are.

Life's battle
Is hardly fought outside,
but within.
We seek to capture our self.

We torture the mind and body,
trying to find the answers.
Shocking yourself to finally realize,
There are no prisoners of war in this fight.

Only prisons
Unknown "｡Muffin~ ｡ " Lazy - 16 years, 9 months, 25 days ago

I close my eyes
and embrace the world around me.
I open my senses
and listen to life's orchestra.


My soul is lifted
as the music overcomes me.
With my fantasy,
we take the dance floor.


Step by step
our hearts are intertwined.
tied by the song of life,
and conducted by destiny.


The ballroom echoes of our steps,
as we leave our mark in time.
We glide through our dreams
forever in sync.


Together as one.
We will conquer the dance floor.
Lead by fate,
and dipped by temptation.
My heart will stay true to the beat
as long as I have you.
Dancing forever in my arms.
Unknown "｡Muffin~ ｡ " Lazy - 16 years, 10 months, 23 days ago

It’s all over now.
The smoke is rising from the barrel of defeat.
The crimson liquid is flowing from my heart.

I lie here in pain and regret,
as I brush away a tear from your face,
I wonder where it all went wrong.

I wish for that tomorrow I could touch you,
kiss you, hold you,
and say I love you.

Knowing full well,
it will never be.
As my last breath pushes past my lips,

I smile and think
how wonderful life was
with you in my world.

I’m sorry it turned out like this.
I never meant to make you cry.
Goodbye my love, I'll see you on the other side.
Unknown "｡Muffin~ ｡ " Lazy - 16 years, 10 months, 23 days ago

I am the king jester,
the head fool of the royal court.
I live in my insanity,
and thrive off your laughter.

Before my performance,
with a wave and a smile,
I take a bow.
“My name is Auguste of wonder”

The adrenaline pumps
I begin to amaze.

I flourish with energy.
I feel light and powerful!
I can take on anything!
I AM KING!

The crowd begins to abuse me for more.
More… More… More…
Suddenly my reign tumbles to reality.
For they have the real power.
Their callous laughter echoes in my ears.

They care only for the mask,
and not the pain beneath it.
I grow too weak to stand.
My body trembles within.
Deeper I go into the abyss.
More… More… More…

In my darkness,
I begin to go mad.

The constant jingle rings chaotically in my mind
Jingle… Jingle… Jingle…
Under the constant demand of the crowd,
my soul cracks.

Trick after trick
I juggle my crushing heart,
never the crowd shall be appeased.
Jingle… Jingle… Jingle…

My eyes go dim
I begin to cry.

On the brink of breaking,
my crazed eye catches sight,
of a true Irish fantasy.
A spark ignites within,
As I gaze into your mystery.

My highlander of fire I reach out to you
and beg light up my hallowed heart,
and make me your slave to your love.

I close my eyes
And embrace your warmth.

Unknown "｡Muffin~ ｡ " Lazy - 16 years, 11 months, 12 days ago