~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ when real love dies...(1)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
another sleepless night, wide eyes open, her body curls up in bed hugging herself tight for warmth in the blistering cold night.. its no use.. cos she cant warm her soul & heart. tears begin to roll down her both cheeks in silence, shut her eyes and bite her lips stopping herself from making any pathetic sobbing sound.
another lonely night all by herself, she stayed in that position for couple of hours emptying all her tears till she couldnt cry no more and fallen to sleep just like that.
this is becoming her repeatedly sleeping pattern since that summer...
nobody knows what happened in that summer..
who she with..
what she done..
all her friends notice a change in her since that summer but couldnt figure it out
parents?
just another orphan... who cares?
the night is beautifully lit up by moonlight and stars, sitting in the middle of field looking up at the sky away from the crowd and noise given her some peace and quiet to think and closes her eyes to enjoy the light breeze against her skin....
"sky dancer!" he wrapped her from behind, embraced her in his arms and whispered her nickname (he named her sky dancer because every times he sees the blue sky, it reminded of her) in her ears then rest her head on her shoulder smelling her scent, its only lily fragranced soap but it is so her, undisguised, true and open..
"hey ya.. i miss you so much today. what time do you finish off work today?" she still couldnt a girl like her is going out a guy like him, still stunned that they've been going out for a month and everything is blissful... still going strong every single day.
"sorry baby, dad wanted to take over his role today ....so.....im afraid that i dont have any time to see you tonight, im so sorry.. ill make it up to you!"
"oh..its ok babe, work is more important." trying to hard to hide her disappointment but what else can she be possibly ask for? a boyfriend who is the son of chief somewhere in Oklahoma.. where nobody knows still a tribe exist up until today, thought the American wiped all the tribes of natives out....but secretly, a few remained.... as her boyfriend being the Son of the Chief, alot of responsibilities and burdens are laid upon him but he still makes time for his love one.
"i wanna quit for you, you mean too much to me than the tribe." saying it like its not a big deal and playing her dark brown hairs in his palm when in fact, he knows how much risk he is in once he quit but..... hes ready for all the tests and pain (quiting a tribe involved a series of tests and in some cases.....tortures)
"NOOOOOO!! you can not quit!! listen to me please.. dont quit!! im not worth it." shocked by the news, turned around facing him, looking deep into his eyes... his eyes filled with pure love and affection for her and only. no matter how much he wnated him to quit but it can not happen simply because hes only future Chief to be and everyone knows it, not because of his dad's status and power but because of what he capable of being a leader. also, he is the only son from his dad and.... aside that, she doesnt want him to encounter any dangers because of her.
she is just a foreigner who invaded his tribe and area, but most of all.. invaded him and his life. though only been together for a month but he spread the news that she is the one and everyone accepted her.. well almost apart from a few jealousy cats. well okayz all the females because of they aspire and try to win over him and his heart over the few years and unsucceded and this little under developed looking girl snatched away their "Prince Charming" within 5 minutes irritate them and their hope bubble burst when the news was announced.
"but... i thought.....you wanted me to quit..." his eyebrow frowned with puzzled look on his face.
"yes....but....... this is your home, your families are here, i dont want you to leave your hometown because of me"
Unknown "Cute!" Hurt
- 16 years, 10 months, 23 days ago
