I am on my way back to Tampa!!! So If I am not on here for a few days, forgive me...
Brad ":)" Hungry - 16 years, 2 months, 12 days ago

I learned something profound today. Actually I always knew it, but sometimes it takes someone else saying it to make it sink in. Today one of my patients, who is surely going to die from her cancer, told me something. When I told her that it was only Tuesday and that the week was going by slowly, she turned to me and said, "Live every moment like it's your last. You may not have much time left." It really hit home for two reasons. The first is that I don't believe that I will live to see my 30th birthday. I have always thought that. And I am getting closer daily. Secondly it was coming from a rather young lady who, despite her perscription saying that I was treating her curatively, will someday soon die from a horrible disease. No matter how bad I am feeling or how tired I am of a morning when I see her, she makes me smile on the inside. I will always remember that. Thank you Mrs. S!
Brad ":)" Hungry - 16 years, 4 months, 4 days ago

This is me!
Brad ":)" Hungry - 16 years, 4 months, 8 days ago

When do we get to the part where I can go home,
been hiding in the rat race for way too long
waiting for someone to come along and find me
live in an apartment that bums me out
it doesn’t get better when the lights go out
waiting for someone to come along and find me
swimming through the isle at the grocery store
I don’t even know what i'm lookin for
waiting for someone to come along and find me

at least i'm breathing
at least i'm alive
as long as i'm dreaming
everythings gonna be alright

to the corner to make a call
my mother wants to know am I happy yet
waiting for someone to come along and find me
goin out at night lookin for distractions
sleepin through the day theres no redemption
waiting for someone to come along and find me

at least i'm breathing
at least i'm alive
as long as i'm dreaming
everythings gonna be alright

i'm alright, I tell myself twice
in the mirror before I can't go to sleep at night
I need a lullaby I need some time
I need to get away from this life
Brad ":)" Hungry - 16 years, 4 months, 9 days ago

I cant run to you no more
to catch me when im fallin
I know I have to let you go
But I will not be broken
For ever tear a lesson learned
Every good time golden
But now its time to let you go
And I will not be broken
But keep the slowly fading memories

Brad ":)" Hungry - 16 years, 4 months, 9 days ago