my sad record
well, i am a happy person. but i have a really really sad side of me.
about my sad records, is all about boys. let's see, i like boys of course i do. and all the boys i liked before all turned to be my friends. i don't know why, i can't find a reason.
like every time i like someone, it will end up like i love u, but i am not in love with u. i am not surprised to hear that anymore, is like i will be surpirsed if someone didn't say that to me. but i still cry for it. one of the boy said to me, i love u, and when me and my wife going to have honeymoon in the futures, u are tag along. and there's like words such as i'll be with u and love u and ur bestfriend forever till a day u don't want me anymore....
i don't know, i might never gonna break the records. i love metal and hard rock, sometimes i don't even care for the lyrics and stuff, i just put them really really loud, so i can jump, i can scream, i can cry, and i can be happy by the next morning i weak up, go to school, and be the one that everyone thinks is the most lucky one and most happy girl they know, and the one always with sunshine and smile. yeah, that's me, when i am sad, this what i do, write it out, and repeat to myself, just like it's ok, it's ok, i am fine, and i will be fine, i don't like today, but tomorrow will be all good. and all i have to do is forget about everything. and i'll be happy
and
continuous my music
hand of blood............................................................
*smile*
Unknown Crazy
- 16 years, 1 month, 10 days ago