How many times to i have to be stabbed in the heart untill it finnaly just stops?

Thats what my life feels like. its like a fucking experiment. 'how many stabs in the ehart does it take to kill her?" next lab up ' how many licks untill the center of a tootsiipop?'
Yeah makes me feel like a thousand fuckin bucks. Its like i cant be hapy. i turn one way and i cant bitch because i cant stress one person out too much, and im hurt by the other side but cant let them undterstand how bad it it. I have no on to run to. and no way out.. im fucking stuck in the shit hole place again inbewteen people i cant hurt but anything i do wil hurt them and me.

JUST GIVE ME THAT LAST FUCKING STAB. ANYONE

Seriously. just do it i dare you. i have nothing else to loose. no mom. no dad. no brother. no sister, only a bleeding soldure that cant take much more.

Im sick of it! i jsut want all this hurt to stop. but it wont. its like swiming in cement shoes. you cant. and all your left with is sinking and sinking untill you hit that bottom. only to realize that there is a shit load further to drop.

its we're im headed i know it is.

Unknown "Gorjus<3 (NFS" Loving - 16 years, 7 months, 27 days ago

Here you go people of the human pets world. this is my second Tale and what a tale it isI get to explane why i dissappeared for like dont know. a month or so. Okay so some Craszy shit when down at my house. i was kicked out of my house and dissowned by my mom in a desperate attemp at happiness. This caused me a great deal of stress. Lucky enough i got to move in with my best friend ( Whom i Am in big hearts with but she is dating a boy T-T ) i love in calgary stil but its a little more challanging to live my life.I have taken a vow to not talk to my mother foran entire year and see if she will actually smarten the fuck up and stop being a hypcrytical bitch! But allas my readers i best be off. Kaila (roommate/ best friend) is being all like ..... A pain in the vagina. so im out ladies. i'll try to be online more.
Unknown "Gorjus<3 (NFS" Loving - 16 years, 9 months, 15 days ago

Well Here is my First Tale. i dont really know what to put here. I'm honestly no good at writing things. Umm i guess i could do requests! If you have an Art request for me or a Question you'd like me to Answer Let me know and I'll wrtie about it. or Draw whatever you like!

Random Blurb of the Day:
Cockroaches have an 80% higher protein consentration then a Triple A Graded Beef Steak!
Unknown "Gorjus<3 (NFS" Loving - 16 years, 11 months, 5 days ago