WARNING: This might not make entertaining reading!!
WARNING: Read on at your own peril
When will i wake from this nightmare that is my life?
I'm feeling so down today it's unreal.
How sad is it when the only way you can offload things is to type them into a keyboard, i can see how some people can get solace from having a diary. i suppose this is a modern day diary.
I listen to music to try and brighten my mood and along with it my day but i find myself sinking deeper, i try to change the music but it isn't helping my mood.
I have far too much time on my hands, time to think, thinking isn't always a good thing. i wish i could sleep for a long time and wake to find that everything has changed but i'm too much of a realist to even imagine that is possible.
My apologies to anyone reading this, i'm just blurting out what is going on inside me and it isn't meant to bring anyone down, if anything think yourself lucky that you don't feel the same way.
Unknown "Sooth Sayer" Inspired
- 16 years, 6 months, 3 days ago