~Shuddering breathe lusting sigh Being owned to own back Gasping need of burning desire Where day reveals, night hides~
Amber Dawn Loyal - 15 years, 10 months, 7 days ago

I hate him with ever fiber being
yet I am drawn to him
He is my death
yet I still remember his every touch on my body
and i still yearn for it

Amber Dawn Loyal - 16 years, 2 months, 2 days ago

My heart races
I feel like a caged animal
I want him to turn and leave
but I want him to stay
I don't know what I want and it terrifies me

Amber Dawn Loyal - 16 years, 2 months, 2 days ago

It will be like I never existed
When he said those words to me
It killed a part of me
Knowing I won’t see him again
Loosing him was my biggest fear
Knowing I won’t feel that warmth he once gave me
Since he left I had nightmares of him
Leaving me middle of nowhere
Feeling cold, lost without him
Those words tore a piece of my heart
That he took with him
Crying endless tears for him
Knowing I won’t see my one and only
Why did you leave me?
All alone

Amber Dawn Loyal - 16 years, 2 months, 3 days ago