I don't know how this happens.
because I still just don't beleive.
how could you say you love me.
then just up and leave.

you were happy on my birthday.
sweet kissis and words of love.
next thing I know it's christmas.
and I had noone to hug.

the days went by.
it seemed so absurd.
to just up and leave me.
without one word.

all of a sudden it's janurary.
and what is this I hear.
my lovers taken his own life.
for lonliness he feared.

and suddenly i'm empty.
I guess I don't exist.
for he was oh so lonley.
yet I was lost in bliss.

and now it's been four years.
and my feelings havn't changed.
I will never forget this boy.
I wont let the memories fade.

because I know i'm not alone.
and I'll never be like him.
life is just a game.
and I know I'm gunna win.

only quitters quit.
I wont' take the easy way out.
I know something will save me.
and that I do not doubt.


R.I.P
SethAlexanderReigns
1982-2003
Unknown "Nikkimunkerz" Perplexed - 16 years, 5 months, 5 days ago