I am a real jerk. Not a really MEAN jerk but more of an affable, authentic, whatever comes after post-modern kind of, newly realized, introspective, can't help himself, put my needs first, constantly fumbling over my competing self- aggrandizing ideas, over-inflated, ego-driven kind of, maniacal, rationalizing my behavior kind of jerk, if you know what im getting.I am pretty complicated if I do say so myself. I would say that I am missunderstood by most people. Im honest, and will tell you how I feel always. I think of myself as an evolving human being. I am constantly changing, living and learning more about myself every single day. I will be the first to admit that I am not perfect and there are days when I do or say the wrong thing. But I always admit my faults and try to learn from them to better myself. I can't really sum myself up in a few paragraphs. Im still trying to find out what im "about." But I am pretty much open to anything. I like meeting new people, so if you send me an email that isn't TRITE or just asking me to whore you or whatnot.. then I will almost always respond
Unknown "xXLukersXx" Uncertain - 16 years, 7 months, 21 days ago

Things I ve been told lately: some made me laugh

"Mr Nice Guy with a touch of asshole"

"somewhere, hiding between the big ego and even bigger mouth is actually Prince Charming. The lucky one who finds Mr Luke Charming is probably able to keep him for a lifetime but watch out, it s not always the real deal"

"Fuck, why do you always have to be right .... are you a psychic? "

"You always smell like summer and grin as if spring fever has gotten a hold of you."

"I love getting lost in your brown eyes but getting lost in your thoughts reminds me of cheap horror movies"

Unknown "xXLukersXx" Uncertain - 16 years, 8 months, 17 days ago

To someone i dearly care about

Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired. We are scared. Denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later, we have to put aside our denial and face the world head on, guns blazing. Denial. Its not just a river in Egypt. Its a fckn ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?
Unknown "xXLukersXx" Uncertain - 16 years, 8 months, 17 days ago

dysFUNctional but worth thumbing
Unknown "xXLukersXx" Uncertain - 16 years, 8 months, 24 days ago