So yea the annual lake party was last night, it was awesome had so much fun. Got totally wasted. Was up until like 9 am drinking, having loads of fun there was like slim to none drama it was cool... Got to play army with all the logs lol it was funny. Hiding in the shadows. A few things came out by the end and one of my friends ended their relationship, but i guess shit happens and something like that usually happens... Anywho i g2g just thought i would write something about the party first lol. later
Unknown "FaNtAsTiC LaDy" Cheeky - 16 years, 8 months, 24 days ago

As I sit here the pain of what has happened creeps through my darkend soul.
My heart crying for the light of happiness to come and wake me from this sleep.
Wondering when the time for my life to begin will star bringing me to my chosen path.
Hoping for that day when all the pain will be washed away leaving me free.
I look into the chaos of the world and feel relief knowing in my heart that day will come.......
Unknown "FaNtAsTiC LaDy" Cheeky - 16 years, 8 months, 29 days ago

I dive into my minds sanctuary and hide myself and the millions of thoughts that in essence are me,
The darkness of my soul that have yet to see the light of day digging yet another hole for my thoughts to be buried in,
As I look around half my soul lays buried across my sanctuary calling out to be set free and become known to the world,
As I turn to walk away I say maybe one day when you wont have such an impact upon me, When I myself am ready for you

Unknown "FaNtAsTiC LaDy" Cheeky - 16 years, 8 months, 29 days ago

Sitting here talking to you it puts a relaxing smile on my face,
A smile that can be noticed across the room the smile of happiness,
The smile that goes unnoticed but nevertheless shows what is on my mind,
Coversations that hold no significance but still keep us talking for hours,
You are unaware of the impact you actually have on me,
A few simple words from you brightens my darkest days,
How you found the key to putting a smile on my face mystifies me,
But yet I am glad you have because in honesty I do feel for you, Brighter days bigger smiles hapiness of the heart.

Unknown "FaNtAsTiC LaDy" Cheeky - 16 years, 8 months, 29 days ago