Music Mix #7

My tears of wilted roses fill my eyes,
Waiting to be held close to you.
Never wanting to be alone with my nightmares,
With the whispers in the dark.

With the fire in my eyes extinguished,
Never feeling so dead from the blame.
Wanting you to let me die from my failed tries,
Lost time fills my heart with the smoke of defeat.

I don’t know if I can handle this again,
Saying it again and again breaking my heart.
Bringing myself down harder each time,
Smiles of cover hide the fact I'm out of time…

I'm out of time again for making mistakes,
The time it takes to whisper your name takes too long.
I need to decide what's wrong and what is right,
Hopefully the weather will clear.











Songs:
Skillet - Whispers in the Dark
Three Days Grace - Let it Die
Sum-41 - Handle This
t.A.T.u. - 30 Minuets

Unknown "Nera Demonica~*" Growling - 16 years, 1 month, 19 days ago

Music Mix #6

I never meant to break what we had,
Taking away the trust you had in me.
Second chances shouldn't happen…
I know you need and deserve better.

Have I laid my scars the deepest?
Screaming my defeat as I cry in your arms.
Settling down hard for me to do,
I have no outer shell to you…

Something missing inside of me again,
Walking down the halls of my mind again.
Can't find a place to get out of there,
Like clockwork I die for my crimes.

Crying here in the corners of my mind,
Mending the wounds that can't heal.
Whipping away the stains,
Burning the trails deeper each time…











Songs:
Paramore - Misery Business
Trapt - Bleed Like Me
Trapt - These Walls
Evanescence - My Immortal

Unknown "Nera Demonica~*" Growling - 16 years, 1 month, 19 days ago

Music Mix #5

Laying here on the floor crying here,
Wanting to run but weakness comes over me.
Dreaming of running to the middle of nowhere,
Needing something to numb the pain.

Don’t wanna be locked up inside my head again,
Wanting to let go of the emptiness I hold.
Wondering what is wrong with me again,
Hating the pills I have to take to be happy.

Bleeding here on the floor again,
Hating all that I was and can't let go.
Needing to let go and compose myself,
Though the trigger is there to pull.

Finding a place to hide up high,
Always saying we tried as I scream.
This is all we got now with you,
Screaming my heart out for you.



Songs:
Pink - Just Like a Pill
Evanescence - Lithium
Panic at the Disco - Time to Dance
Lost Prophets - Rooftops

Unknown "Nera Demonica~*" Growling - 16 years, 1 month, 19 days ago

Music Mix #4

Trying to escape the hell of my mind is hard,
Feeling so caged in this nightmare.
Needing your help to tame this animal in me,
Rage against myself from confusion and frustration.

Take me in your arms and hold me close,
Don’t shut me away and break my heart.
My hear grows cold thinking about stupid things,
I can't let thus just pass me by.

Honesty is just a question away get it?
Time and time again falling into this nook.
Crater of the spiral of depression, just now?
Reading me is harder than it looks when I'm not okay…

Never listening to you fearing the look in your eyes,
I'm so out of touch and disconnected from you.
Feeling as though hanging by a thread,
Feeling so incomplete as I fall out of touch.





Songs:
Three Days Grace - Animal I've Become
Papa Roach - Take Me
My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
Trapt - Disconnected (Out of Touch)

Unknown "Nera Demonica~*" Growling - 16 years, 1 month, 19 days ago

Music Mix #3

Feeling you so close yet so distant formed,
Nothing could fill that but maybe someday.
Sacrifice on my part is needed to bring the breath,
Back to you and rekindle the fire in your eyes.

Rushing to find relaxation of the problem,
Being someone in control isn’t what I need to be.
Fate of dice rolling my life hopefully with you,
Independence gone with my dependence with you.

Feeling so out of wack with out my one next to me,
Feeling like I'm crawling in the dark.
Answers so hidden in the darkness of my mind,
Following my selfish heart was wrong from the start.

Making friends too easily is what I do,
What to do with a blade in the mirror.
Lonely games I playing knowing u wanna play to,
So scared to show my scars to yet I do.









Songs:
Breaking Benjamin - Breath
Trapt - Lost Realist
Hoobastank - Crawling in the Dark
Trapt - The Game

Unknown "Nera Demonica~*" Growling - 16 years, 1 month, 19 days ago