okie dokie.
so, i'm back on human pets after a few months stretch of going without it. but during these past few months a lot has happened. and i like to think that i've changed- for the better that is.
after my grandfather's death everything started going downhill for my family. nothing is quite the same anymore. i lost some close relatives that meant a lot to me because of the choices some made. i could very easily classify this as one of the worse years as far as family goes. but i could also call it one of the best.
and i only say this because despite all the shit that happened, one boy stood by me through it all and brought me out of my darkest moments where i didn't even know what to do with myself anymore..
he taught me that everything happens for a reason and that we all go through the bad so that we can see the good. and i have. he listened to what i had to say.. things i had never dreamed of telling anyone else...and tried to lift my spirits once i was done. and he did. he gave me reason to continue smiling, even when everyone else frowns upon you. and i did. he showed me what it means to love unconditionally; to take an imperfect person and see them perfectly; how even when you think you've given all your love you somehow find there's enough to give ten-fold once again. he made me believe that perhaps there is a "perfect" person out there for everyone. and i can honestly say that i couldn't imagine myself with anyone else. i have never felt more adored than i do right now. and i don't want that to change..
so the point of this i guess is to just say that, although many people consider themselves lucky in the same way i do, i have a rather large doubt that any of them are as lucky as i am. to have a person that i very well know i don't deserve. i'm sorry, but it's true, heh. i'll finish this with a saying that seems to always have me looking up:
the rainbow always appears after the storm.
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- 15 years, 8 months, 21 days ago
