It's easy to run away from a problem. Living your life like it doesn't exist, and suppressing the guilt once it sneaks it's way back into your thoughts. It's almost natural to lie about it, and wear a face more acceptable to your superficial colleagues. Tell yourself that you're being strong, because you're doing it on your own. Tell yourself that indulging yourself, isn't being hedonistic or irresponsible. You're enjoying yourself-but you're hurting yourself. You don't recognize yourself, you can't bare to recognize others, they're lost to you. You've lost touch with the world. Your world is falling apart. You're keeping things together with a smile. Fake hope, repetitive words, and emotional numbness.
Alex "Dead" Evasive - 12 years, 2 months, 10 days ago

I don't like people. People, what a bunch of bastards.

http://faildesk.net/2012/03/20/lets-hope-toda-is-a-little-less-like-this/
Alex "Dead" Evasive - 12 years, 4 months, 12 days ago

It's been years, and I still don't know what I want in life. I'm slowly feeling the tug of social expectations of becoming a regular member of society, with every year that passes. I don't want to be conventional, though. I want to explore, taste, touch, learn, see, express myself, and love - but my conditions. It's like a tiny voice in the back of my head, saying that I must conform in order to succeed in life. I'm just sort of stuck in the mindset at the moment ....
Alex "Dead" Evasive - 12 years, 5 months, 17 days ago

Moar drawrings: Mario world, Pimpin Pup, Ima Crey, Courage the Cowardly Bachelor Frog, and Spengbeb
Alex "Dead" Evasive - 12 years, 5 months, 25 days ago

These are DRAWRINGS I did today, with chat friends friends... el rage-0, spongebob, and evil doughboy!
Alex "Dead" Evasive - 12 years, 6 months ago