Fear
Pain
Tears
Im cryin
Callin out for
HELP
For you
For us
I feel you
Laying next to me
When I wake
And I reach for you
But you are in a different place
I feel you
Inside of me deeper
Than any other
has every reached
Inside my heart
In every crevice
Every nook and cranny
That no one ever touched
How do I breathe
When a thousand tons of
Pressure push down
On my chest with
Every breath I take?
And I can't seem to
Move under such
Intense weight?
When I close my eyes
Your face appears next to me
And I reach out
To touch what
Isn't there
I am losing my mind
Half my heart
Is on your chest
Across the country
In a bed
Where I don't lay.
I want to tilt my head up
And smoothly,
Slowly
Kiss the lips
That have been my own
Playtoy
We are one
So now
I sit
Alone
With half a heart
And half a soul
Once you are in front of me
Please don't ever go.

Unknown "my beauty" Ecstatic - 16 years, 8 months, 26 days ago

like i said before these poems are from a long time ago, thumb me if you think im a good writer

someones someone else

For once I'd like to be someone's someone
Instead of someone's someone else.

I want to walk with him into the deepest depths of my heart
Instead of watching the two of them

I want him to look me dead into my eyes
The ones he told me were so beautiful
And tell me everything he now says to her
Or as a matter of fact, probably was saying to her the whole time

I want love in my life
And I want to be first

I don't want to cry my sorrows away
I want to cry because of happiness

I thought the simple things in life were easily obtained
But they slip through my fingers
Like the sand that surrounds me now
And threatens to envelope my whole being

My insides screams
They turn and bubble and want to come out
I want to throw them up
I want to vomit them out

But instead the tears flow
Because I'm the stupid girl
I'm the dumb woman
Who believed the lies

I'm the one who cared too much
I hold on to the hope that I will be his someone
But i always wind up being his someone else

Unknown "my beauty" Ecstatic - 16 years, 10 months, 3 days ago

To freeze time

They barely know each other
But on first glance at him
Before they even spoke
Two words to each other,
She knew she wanted to be his
And she knew
If he didn't want her now
Then she's wait for him
She finds him enchanting
Elegant and sophisticated
Somewhat adorable
Yet very sexy
She likes to stand and kiss him
Lean in on her toes
Tilt up her head
And close her eyes
Then afterwards
She likes to stare into his eyes
Get lost in them.
She can't get over how mesmerizing they are
Brown
With blue rings around them
And if she looks for it
She can see straight down to his heart
She tries to imagine
Exactly what it is
That he is thinking
And she ponders on how
Fortunate she is
To have this man embracing her
Their skin touching one another
She finds herself daydreaming
On what it would be like
If for an instant in time,
They became one
If they stripped down to nothing
And he slipped himself inside of her
But then he speaks
And breaks the naughty thoughts
From her head
He says how beautiful she is
But not just in the whole
The individual parts too
Her back
Her hands
Her eyes
She thinks that
He likes the oddest things
About her
And now she lays
With her head on his chest
Listening to the rhythm of his heart beat
Feeling the breath coming
In and out of him
As he carresses her back
Fingers rolling
Up and down her Spine
And she is in heaven
Because just the way
She feels about him,
He feels about her
And that is exactly how
She always wanted to feel
It is a shame that I can't freeze time
For them
So that the feeling never changed
I wish I could freeze time for them
So that she'd always feel the same....


Unknown "my beauty" Ecstatic - 16 years, 10 months, 3 days ago

Una secreta bella

Beautiful is what he likes to call me
And he looks into my eyes
And says it with passion
There is a fire there
That I never want to put out
I never want to lose him
He is not my everything
But he could be
And I hang on to that
I see how he feels for me
And how he doesn't want to share me
I can see jealousy in his eyes sometimes
But he keeps me a secret from the world,
Asif I am just another girl
And that I just dont understand
But I don't even try to anymore
I love it when we are together
I seem to forget about the world
He holds me close
And kisses me like I have never been kissed before
Perfection is what we are
When we are together
But he keeps me a secret
I don't know him
He doesn't know me
And that's it
Don't ask him about me
Because he will lie
But the thing is
If he lies to me,
I can tell
Beautiful is what he calls me
And he looks into my eyes
And he says it with passion
I guess I am his beautiful secret
And I will stay that way until
Someone opens the pandoras box
Of our lives
And lets out all our secrets
Yo soy la nena de un hombre fantastico
Y el mundo no sabe
Pero cuando soy en sus brazos
No me importa
Yo soy una secreta bella
And I love it


Unknown "my beauty" Ecstatic - 16 years, 10 months, 3 days ago

so now im just postin poems from the archives. thumb them if you like em.

He needs her

He says he needs her
He needs to be inside of her
He craves it
He's addicted
He says that she is his drug
She is everything he needs
But she figures that she is nothing he wants
This need to her,
Seems to be purely physical
And the opposite of what she sees with him
She sees this life
Beautiful and long
And they share everlasting everything
In each others arms
Instead of one night
In each others bodies
Poor girl,
She is decieved
She is wrong
She will be hurt
And has been hurt already
But everytime she looks at him
She can't stand but to do what he wants
That is dangerous for her
It's a situation she needs to be cautious in
But she seems to forget about rationality in his arms
Because with him, everything that hurts
Disappears
And he makes everything wrong in her life,
Right
She will continue to hate him when he is gone
And fall in love with him when they are together
Love is fickle
And I don't think she was willing to fall
But hopefully he can catch her
And when he says he needs her next time
He actually wants her too

Unknown "my beauty" Ecstatic - 16 years, 10 months, 3 days ago